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NOTICE: Change URL

2010-02-28T17:08:00.003+08:00

Hello people.
I am changing my blog URL.
The new URL: www.rightbackwhatiswrong.blogspot.com

haha...yes...u just have to change 2 words. (rite --> right ; wat -->what)
actually the reason is very simple.
I used my hotmail to sign up when i opened this blog.
Now I want to change it to my gmail account.
Very 'ma fan' loh... everytime i sign in gmail my blog will automatically sign out one...
It's ok if u don c the connection... hahaha...

So, please remember to change the URL if u have linked me in ur website. =D

100 days countdown

2010-02-03T21:02:00.004+08:00

Whee~~ We got the GIANT Super Show 2 poster!
Thanks to my sis' friend who also helped with buying the tickets.
I think it's as big as our Linkin Park poster...maybe bigger.

Yee Theng said there's 100 days left to our exams.
Translated: OH NO...I'M DEAD.
That is...if I don't do something about my studies. =.=
Ok. It's do or die.

Always keep the faith

2010-01-26T23:27:00.006+08:00

Today is JaeJoong's birthday.

Hahahahah...that was random.
Yup, I know the birthdates of every single member of TVXQ and SuJu. XD
In case you don't know who he is, he's Hero from TVXQ, always in the middle.

There have been rumours of disbandment (TVXQ) , and I'm not sure what to believe.
But I do believe, that deep down, they are together as one.
I feel it from their singing.

Haha...it's fine if you don't get it. Many don't.

"Always keep the faith"
Micky and Jaejoong had these words tattooed on their chests.
Was it a promise between them?
Or a silent plea to fans to believe in them?
Who knows... But fans like to think so.

In any case, they are the ones having the hardest time.
I hope they really keep faith in themselves, and in each other.

I'm so excited. HAHA

2010-01-19T15:11:00.005+08:00

I never knew that I could be like this.
Xuan told me this a couple of years ago too; I laughed at the time.
Now, I'm saying this to myself.

I never knew you could be so crazy over idol singers!

At the time, she was talking about Dong Bang Shin Ki.
Today, I'm talking about Super Junior!!!

To people who don't know it yet:
Yes! SUPER JUNIOR is coming to MALAYSIA!

Super Show 2
20th March 2010
Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil.

Woohoo, we got the tickets!

Coming back to my statement, why did I suddenly have such a thought?
During break in Econs class today, my friends asked me about the seating plan of the concert, and we started talking about it.
I got so excited I couldn't even concentrate later in class.
To the point where my hands were shaking and my heart was beating faster than usual.

I mean...
Man, I got so worked up I couldn't believe it myself.

I wonder how I'd behave if it was Dong Bang Shin Ki instead.
They did come 2 years ago; but I had SPM and it was impossible for me to go.
It is regrettable, not being able to hear them sing live, but I think I traded that with an A1 in Bio.
HAHA. It's all about opportunity cost, isn't it?
Not too long ago, I learned that Kher Ye got free tickets to that concert and went with her mother. Plus, she got good seats. T.T
The only thing I can say is, Kher Ye, why didn't I know you at that time?!

I didn't think that SUPER JUNIOR would have their concert in Malaysia.
I hope it's super successful so they would come again in the future.
Well, so far, it's been optimistic. Hundreds of fans turned up yesterday to buy tickets, so I'm guessing they're selling like hot cakes.
My sis told me about the concert on Saturday, saw an article on the newspaper.
I read the papers on Sunday, and I told her, I want that giant poster!
It's said the organizers are giving 500 free giant posters for every purchase of 2 tickets.
Pre-sale started yesterday, only available at Sungai Wang.
So my sis went there around noon and MAN, SUPER SUPER LONG QUEUE!
I was having socio lecture, but at the same time worried about my ticket. We were buying numbered seats so it was crucial we get our desired spot.
So I kept texting her to get real time updates, haha. Sorry Dr Chin ><

I heard it was chaotic out there. There was only one counter.
They didn't even set up lines for queuing.
The number of staffs, credit card machines and computers were just too few.
And, you have to fill up a form before you buy the tickets.
So it was very damn slow. In the end it took my sis more than 4 hours to finally get the tickets.
Blame it on terrible management and horrible customer service!
Or shall I say, underestimating the popularity of SJ and the power of ELFs???
On top of that, you have to queue again on the 31st to get the poster. LIARS.

Well whatever, most important thing is I'M GOING. Haha.
Some people might be puzzled, how I can spend RM458 on a single concert without even thinking about it.
I think, that watching thousands or millions of videos of them on Youtube, doesn't add up to an experience of seeing them perform live.
Sadly, this time, not everyone is coming. I don't get to see all 13 members.
Kibum doesn't participate in Super Show 2; Kangin has been 'frozen'; Hangeng has contract issues. And some say Heechul might not come.
Damn, I really want to see 韩庚. He is one person I really admire.

Here's a side story before I end this post.
Yesterday, I was talking about the concert with my friends, during break too. Haha.
Dr Chin was writing notes on the board, and he turned around to ask us, 'Are you talking about a show?'
I said, 'Concert.'
'Whose concert?' he asked.
'Korean boy band', I answered.
He said, 'You are his (maybe he thought it's one singer) fan? Well, that's interesting.'

Mind you, we were having a class on cultural globalization.
It is interesting. If it weren't for technological globalization, I wouldn't be able to become a Kpop fan. And so Korean culture is influencing me; I'm contributing to cultural globalization. o.0
We are at the mercy of globalization.
Can it be stopped? I don't think so.
The more important question is, how do we deal with it?
As Dr Chin pointed out yesterday, globalization comes with a price, the question is whether we are able to pay it.

My New Year Resolution

2010-01-01T23:59:00.003+08:00

When you think of new year, you think of new year resolution.
Well, maybe not. Haha.
But this brings back memories.
William (my former english tutor) used to tell us to write our new year's resolution (essay), every year without fail.
I only did it once, in Form One. And that wasn't even an essay, just 10 separate sentences.
After that, I didn't complete any essays.

It was all meaningless to me.
Or perhaps I was just afraid that I'd get disappointed at the end of the year, when I failed to fulfill my goals.

So, what's different this year?

Before that, let me tell you something.
My regular sleeping hours are 4am - 1pm (whenever I don't have class).

So, this morning around 9 something, I was in my brother's room playing his NDS.
My dad came in, and said to my bro, "New year, new beginning."
And the kid asked, "What does that mean?"
Dad: "Like your sister here, new year wake up early. So it's a new beginning."

The truth of the matter is, if you see me up and about by 9 o'clock in the morning, there are only 2 possible reasons:
One, I'm either going to class or I'm going out.
Two, I didn't sleep.

So, Dad inspired this.
My new year's resolution:
Adjust my sleeping hours

ps: Happy New Year! =P

My full time job

2009-12-26T01:03:00.007+08:00

My full time job, you would guess that it's STUDENT.

And it should be so.

But sadly, it is not.

The correct answer is...

二家姐

Job description:

To put up with my brother, a pain in the ass.

Job requirement:

Patience + Humour

Benefit:

Amusement

Disadvantage:

Irritation

Income:

None Whatsoever

I think I'm good at my job, because nobody else understands him the way I do.

However, it gets tiring.

If somebody calls you "二家姐!!!" every other minute, and demands something from you, you'll know exactly how I feel.

Plus, he's LOUD.

If his favourite word is "二家姐", then mine should be "BISING".

On top of that, he has an impossible personality.

My full time job is 二家姐; his full time job is 管家仔.

Everything concerns him.

Example, if you eat out, he asks about your meal the minute you get home.

But the most annoying thing he does, is saying "做咩" about a hundred times each day.

If you ask him something, he answers with 做咩.

If you tell him to do something, he asks you 做咩.

If you tell him something, he also asks you 做咩.

Even when you're saying nonsense, he says 做咩.

Despite all that, I still love my brother (my boss), 管家Kin. =P

Standstill

2009-12-15T23:27:00.002+08:00

That first step you take is the longest stride

But my problem is, I don't take the next step.

I've seen people hurting by thinking too much.
I hurt myself by doing nothing.

Different sides of me

2009-12-13T21:43:00.002+08:00

Family = People who see the bad/worse side of me

Friends = People who see the better side of me

Others = People who see whatever they want to see in me

19 going on 20

2009-12-13T21:34:00.002+08:00

I was struck by a sudden realization, while rereading the Twilight saga, that my time as a teenager is coming to an end.

Bella wanted to be frozen in her teens, before she turned 20, because Edward is forever 17. Haha.

Friends! We are turning into our 20s!

How about that, huh?

Haha. It actually doesn't bother me much.

Rather, it gives me one less reason to remain a kid.

Okay, maybe that does bother me a little. o.0

I was wondering about what is left of my days as a teen, when I backtracked and relived the year.

It sure was eventful, but lonely as well.

Foundation to Degree.

Psychology to Economics.

Local to Abroad.

I don't like change. Especially transformations that were not initiated by me.

It really is a blessing and a curse, to have an elder in the family who would stir up my life, in the name of fatherly love.

Manipulative, that's the word. And it irritates the hell out of me.

Still, a blessing and a curse.

On another note, I realized that the world was getting lonelier.

My parents don't see past my obvious flaws.

My friends are growing distant physically and intellectually. Sunway, Singapore, UK; Arts, Science, Social Science.

My relationship with sister was regressing towards roommates, as we were submerged in our own personal problems, and rarely shared them. [Note the past tense]

And my broken mirror nicked me time and time again with his self-centredness and lack of faith, reminding me of his pain, hoping I could fix him up.

In any case, nobody felt the need to share their inner thoughts with me, so I felt the same.

Not even bothering to BLOG about anything at all. It was lonely. =.=

One other thing that I would regret is I idled away a lot of my time. A LOT.

I'm ashamed to talk about how I wasted my time, so let's just leave it at that.

Urgh...my guilt is eating me up.

Regardless, I still learnt. Stumbling all the way towards adulthood.

Pray for a better me.

Irony

2009-12-04T23:48:00.002+08:00

I know of a person, who very much wants to study in UK.
But, her parents are against the idea. They cannot support her financially.
Besides, she has 3 younger siblings who are still in school.
Regardless, she still wants to go.

I find it ironic, because I was the complete opposite.
My family were the ones who told me to go ahead; while I was the one worried about spending their money.
And I struggled for so long, to find the right reasons for me to want to go.

If I were her, I wouldn't even think about it.
That's why it's so ironic.
But I am in no position to discourage her.

This is one of those times when I should be grateful of what I have.
And it reminds me of a phrase my former lecturer once said, "Thank God life is not fair".

UOL Annual Dinner

2009-11-23T02:04:00.021+08:00

Last Friday, the UOL department had our very first annual dinner at Hilton KL, all thanks to Dr Chin and the students in charge.
It was fun, I had a great time with my friends.

That was the introduction.
Actually Cousin Grace was bugging me to share photos on Facebook.
I didn't know I have to create an album to post photos there. =.=
Besides, if I post them on Facebook, almost everyone will see them.
I prefer more privacy than that.
So here, photos taken on my phone.

My first attempt at putting on make up on my own. Not bad gua...haha...actually cannot see the make up right?

Food was not bad. Desserts were better, and there were lots of them.
My friend Kher Ye, who always sits beside me in class.

And a cute Kher Ye in the toilet. haha

Keng Fai and Kher Ye.

Keng Fai and me. Unfortunately, I only took photo with one guy. haha

Shangari, the only Indian girl in our class.

Pamela and me. The only 2 girls in our Sociology class, may intake.

Serene. Looks very pretty holding the rose.

Min Ee, me, Weng Yan, Li Foong. Socio freaks.

This is blurry, but I like it. I think Weng Yan squeezed in a moment too late. haha

"2pm!!!" Min Ee, a.k.a. Mrs Nichkhun. Also loves Super Junior, FT Island, SHINee, etc etc... [but only certain members =.=]... A Kpop fan, and I can speak Korean with her! haha

And last but not least, my Ah Sou, Yee Theng. Pretty, isn't she?
Bro, I like her. =P

My parents - Masters at finding my faults

2009-11-17T19:48:00.002+08:00

MT: Mi...don't call me at 12 sth...I was having class.

Mom: I forgot what time you finish class...sms so frustrating...so I gave up and called...

Dad: Next time, write your timetable on the board. You know ur mom, always forget.
[and on and on......]

MT: *speechless*

and please... do not imagine the conversation in a nice nice tone. I assure you it was much more annoying than that.

It is amazing. They twist something fairly irrelevant to pick my faults.
Arguing makes it worse. What a defensive family.

Are you nuts?

2009-11-12T10:27:00.002+08:00

I saw these words in Bread Story yesterday, and I immediately thought of someone.
"Are you nuts" is actually the name of a bread, by the way.
It's filled and coated with peanut butter.
So, back to my story.
I thought I should buy this bread for Mr Raj, indirectly asking him "Are you nuts?"
HAHA

Well, I'm sure he'd say YES.
He sometimes says this in class, "You all must be thinking I'm a crazy nut."
And during those times I would mentally nod my head.

So, who is he, you might ask.
He is my Sociology tutor.
And he constantly amazes me.
So don't get me wrong, I'm not calling him nuts for negative reasons.
I actually like him a lot.

And you would have no idea how crazy he is unless you've experienced it yourself.
But here's a good story he told this morning, and I think it shows how unique he is.

So yesterday, Mr Raj was in the lift. There was this student beside him who was talking too loudly. Mr Raj was very annoyed. He wanted to tell this student, "I don't want to hear about your life, keep it to yourself." Or something similar to that. But of course, that wasn't a good idea. He didn't even want to talk to this person. So all he did was, he looked at the student, and then he looked at his own fingers, then he walked out. Just then he heard some students laughing behind him, so he turned around and said something, then walked away leaving the students stunned.

He said, "HUMAN EXISTENCE IS AN ERROR."

19th Birthday

2009-10-20T22:59:00.008+08:00

So it was my birthday...
and I had so many people wishing me on facebook...
Thank you, each and everyone of you.
though I cannot tell if you really meant it...
so I'm sarcastic...shoot me

And everyone who wished me through text messages, thank you.
Thank you for remembering my birthday ^^

And thank you Grace and Lai Thin, for celebrating with me.
I'm sure you are still full.....wahahaha
By the way, I think my stomach expanded 0.o
Hahahahah

And thank you Kher Ye and Phoebe, who treated me to steamboat yesterday.
Kind of like an early celebration. =P

And the best of all...thank you Xiao Sian and Wei Han...
It's great to see you guys battle it out to be the 1st to wish me on my birthday.
Your rivalry amuses me like nothing else...hahahahahah
And I will hold you to your promises!!! XP

So here's a photo of me today, making a silly pose.
Actually copied someone...haha

2 weeks holiday...not long...but not short either

2009-10-14T23:44:00.002+08:00

It's holiday.
I'm wasting my time reading romance novels again, though I have some stuff I should do.
In fact, I should really get started, and get it over with. Otherwise, there'll be hell to pay.
Well, I'll get around to it. No worries.

So, it's holiday.
Bro was asking me whether I had plans.
Told me to get on a trip, be adventurous.
Then I told him I'm the stay-at-home type.
And then he changed the topic and asked me whether I joined any clubs.
I answered, "Since when did u start caring about my social life?"
Haha...that put him off.

Ok, I'll tell you the truth.
The answer is no.
But I didn't want to kena 'ngam'.
I knew you'd turn into the typical big brother and start lecturing me again.
So there was nothing secretive lah....haiyo....
Don't be so suspicious.

To my selfish friend,

2009-10-13T01:46:00.002+08:00

Friendships are not supposed to be like this.

You burdened him with your selfishness, that was your mistake.
He gave up on you, that was his mistake.

I understand his actions, and I wouldn't blame him either.
But I will say this once.
If he gave up on you that easily, he doesn't deserve you.

Quit wondering if things will ever go back to how it was.
It will never be the same again.
Even if you rebuilt the friendship, the scars would still be there.

So let go. Just let go.

I know, that he is more important than the rest of us.
But think, how I feel, everytime you come to me troubled.
Don't take us for granted, the friends who care about you.

Done

2009-09-28T17:07:00.000+08:00

I'm done.
Done being a failure.

What's worth the price is always worth the fight

2009-09-13T17:30:00.001+08:00

What is the price?
And what am I fighting for?

My English is BAD

2009-09-05T01:03:00.002+08:00

Well, really?

I'll admit.
I am weak at vocabulary.
I am not good at expressing myself.
I have bad social skills.

But my English is grammatically correct.
My academic results in English has always been good.
A1 in GCE 'O' / 1119
I don't think that is VERY BAD.

I am an ignorant kid.
You can treat me as such, make fun of me.
But don't look down on me.

Nickelback - Savin' Me
'Teach me wrong from right, and I'll show you what I can be'

Intelligence

2009-09-05T00:57:00.002+08:00

It has always been a constant in my life.
It has taken me places.
But how much further can it take me?
I feel, I am reaching my limits.

然后怎样

2009-08-31T20:55:00.002+08:00

我终于, 突破了自己.
果然, 不经一事, 不长一智.
发觉, 相信自己, 才是最重要的.

昨天的心情, 一言难尽.
只能用一首歌来形容.

Mission

2009-08-23T19:23:00.003+08:00

All of a sudden
Studying abroad seems to be the most important thing
Struck us like a thunderstorm, leaving a chaotic mess.
Everything is full of uncertainties.
Plans are being made; lives will change.

It all started when 'the centre of our universe' came over and set the ball rolling.
I wanted to curse him, but I will thank him.

And so, I'm on a mission.

Half Truths

2009-07-27T15:53:00.004+08:00

My dearest friend,
You have been telling me half truths and white lies.
But I believed you.
A part of me understands, if you will not tell me everything; but another part of me is puzzled, why wouldn't you tell your best friend about your true condition?
I heard that your friends are all worried about you.
I instantly got worried.
Just how serious is it? Should I be worried?
I fear you might have told me half truths again.
But you said you are fine.
And I believe you.
You told me not to worry, and I really didn't worry.
I have that much faith in you.
I hope, however, that you will not take advantage of our distance.
Will you tell me the whole truth?

no internet

2009-07-22T13:36:00.003+08:00

For some reason I don't care to explain, I currently have no Internet connection at home.
So, I'm just using the computer lab at HELP.
They don't let us watch videos here though.
But fortunately, can download songs. =P

So, I guess I won't blog much during this one month.

I actually wanted to blog about something a few days earlier.
But now I just want to say this...
How could someone push all my wrong buttons in just a few hours of conversation?

Anyway, I'm feeling the pressure of doing a UOL course.
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Suck it up!

2009-06-26T22:58:00.003+08:00

Imagine you were me:
Having class, paying attention, eager to learn, not wanting to miss even a word the lecturer says, wishing you could digest/absorb everything the lecturer is teaching you.

Then, you hear this...

"Sir! Let's call it a day."
"Sir! That's all for today."
"Sir! Raining oh..."
"Sir! Tired lah sir..."

and other petty excuses people use so that the lecturer would let the class off early.

So, imagine you were me.
You would be PISSED OFF.

That is not all.
Imagine you are talking. Then, somebody cut you short, and asks you something insignificant.
Worse still, that somebody drops some silly remark---which, I suppose, is meant to be funny.
That is what happens to my lecturers.

I don't know what my lecturers think.
But that is so damn RUDE.

So, imagine you were me.
What would you do?
Keep quiet? or speak up?

Bear in mind that many others share your opinion too.
Unfortunately, nobody chooses to speak up.

So, my dear friends, if you know me well, you would know what I did.
I took the first step, however small it was.
[Yes, unfortunately, it had to be me.]

The lecturer was letting us off. He was, thank goodness, finished with his lectures.
"So, your homework is..."
"Sir! Don't want lah!"

That did it. I said, "Shut up!"

Frankly, I do not know if the particular person heard me.
But people behind me told me I said it rather loudly.
I suspect my lecturer heard me, though. After all, I sit in the 1st row.

So there. I spoke up.
But, I should have said this instead:
You signed up for this. Suck it up!

Charlie bit me

2009-06-19T17:26:00.002+08:00

Here's a fun video I'd love to share.
You'll find it most enjoyable, if you love kids =D

My favourite moment was when Charlie chuckled, and Harry said "Charlie bit me" with a smile.

If Today Was Your Last Day

2009-06-19T16:48:00.004+08:00

This song goes to everyone and anyone who needs an inspiration.

Nickelback - If Today Was Your Last Day

My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had, if today was your last day?
What if, what if, if today was your last day?

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the price is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you're never living twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are

So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothing stand in your way
'Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day

身在福中不知福

2009-06-19T15:52:00.004+08:00

有些事情，实在看不过眼。
但事不关己，只好保持沉默。
也只能叹一句，“身在福中不知福”。

My first week as a degree student

2009-06-02T23:58:00.005+08:00

I haven't been online for a couple of weeks.
I think some of you friends are starting to miss me....haha
Or...more to the point, you want to know how I've been doing.

The first week of classes in the UOL programme...
There is just one word to describe it ----- OVERWHELMING

The reason, is because of the programme itself.
There is also one word to describe this ----- CHALLENGING

The expectations are so much higher than anything I've ever experienced.
And me, I want to be a top student.
One of the few things I am proud of myself is my academic achievements.
It just proves that I am good at something.
So, I want to know if I am good at this.
It is challenging, but exciting at the same time.

Speaking of exciting, Sociology comes to mind.
Principles of Sociology is one of my core subjects.
It's all about reading, understanding, critical thinking, and more reading.
It is all very complex, and I shall tell you more when I learn more myself.
But it is the most interesting subject I have in Year 1.

Ironically, I find that I could fall asleep in my Econs classes.
I actually dozed off for a few minutes today!
Is that indication of my interest in the subject?
Or just plain cold that freezes my brain over?
Haha...just kidding...I have absolutely no regrets choosing this course.
But my classroom is truly very cold, and I cannot stand cold 'weather'. Seriously.
Furthermore, it was a 3-hour class. Furthermore, I think I didn't get a good night's sleep.
OK, I'm babbling. It is obviously my fault that i fell asleep in class. More excuses will only make me all the more guilty.

And the Mathematics....
I love it.
My lecturer is damn good too.
I actually said this to my friend, "If I had a teacher like this in school, I'd be great at Maths."
Not to say that I'm not good though....haha

I met Bro yesterday.
A thought crossed my mind. OK, actually, 2 thoughts crossed my mind.
The first would be, we don't talk that much when we see each other. It's just so weird, considering that we are such good friends.
Come to think of it, our friendship is pretty much an 'online relationship'.
It was built online.
HAHAHAHA
We chat a lot online, but we don't chat that much in real life. Well, that is because I only get to see him a few times a year anyway.

And the 2nd thought, he isn't that much taller than I am, maybe taller by an inch or two?
Mind you, I wasn't wearing high heels. Just my B.U.M equipment.
OK, no discrimination here. I was merely momentarily reminded of how tall we are.
Right, he's not gonna be happy about this. I hope he doesn't kill me. I hope he doesn't even read this. HAHA

And did you read about the news on USM?
I do not know how much of what they said were true. Apparently there was a technical error. 4574 students thought they were accepted into the apex university, when apparently they were not. They were just in the list of students who fulfill their requirements, and didn't cut it to the 3599 places offered at USM. 3599 to me, sounded like the price of a piece of furniture at some furniture store...My sister actually laughed at that.

My cousin Grace was one of them.
That was just so unfortunate. Though I would say fortunate for us family members.
If she got into USM and got the course she wanted, she'd be sent to Kelantan.
Man, that's like another planet entirely.
Anyhow, I hope she gets UKM or UPM, and of course, the course that she wants.
But I think, now that the USM has done them 4574 students wrong, USM should ensure that each and every one of them gets a place in other universities. Don't you think?

Where I am studying after this

2009-05-13T15:35:00.004+08:00

The dilemma of me having a blog, is that on one hand, I can let my friends know about whatever I want them to know; but on the other hand, the whole world can know about it too.

Haha...that's just saying that there are some things I don't wish too many people to know.

And my dear best friends, a few of you have remarked on my 'conference'. I will tell you now that it is quite impossible for me to do that, and so I will just have to approach you individually. =.=

And Brother, how did you know that I wanted to talk about my future studies?
If you hadn't been busy with your exams, you would've known by now.

The May intake for Bachelor of Psychology has already started.
So why am I not in college?
The answer is quite simple.
I have changed my mind.

Why have I decided not to study Psychology?
The answer to this one, I'm afraid, is not that simple.
Let's just say that I know what I am not capable of.
I will leave it as that.

So what am I going to study then?
I have already registered to study Economics & Management in the UOL external programme at HELP.
It is a tough programme, I am told.
But the manager of the department seems to think that I am one of those promising students. Let us hope that he is right.

Folks, do not worry.
I have thought long and hard about this, and I have sought opinions from my parents, my uncle, my cousins, even their friends.
Econs feels right to me.

Conference?

2009-05-07T23:21:00.002+08:00

I imagine...
that every single one of my best friends would like to know what is going on with my life right now

Some of them do know a few things...
but none of them know everything...

So I'm thinking...
maybe I should just call a damn conference...

wth

so Bro, Xuan, Jon, Mel, Ken...when r u guys free? =p

What I want...

2009-05-07T16:53:00.004+08:00

I live in the now. I don't look back into the past, and I don't think much about the future.

So what kind of life do I want in 5 years, 10 years, 20 years?

Man, dear Alwin sure is helpful. Truth is I don't think/function that way.

But still, it's great to listen to others. Their perspectives broaden my horizon, that's for sure.

And when I've gathered enough information, I'll do this my own way.

On hiatus...no more

2009-05-05T21:21:00.003+08:00

yo, wat's up?

haha...i noe
it's been more than a month since my last post....

of course, there'd been lots of things happening in my life in this one month's time....
in fact, there are so many things i don't even know where to begin....
well hell, i don't even know whether i'll blog about anything at all....

so...folks....
do u wanna noe about....
my final exams?
my results?
my holiday activities?
my family vacation?
my health?
my new course in life?

every question has an interesting answer and a story behind it...
seriously

if you're interested enough...
u should ask me about it.....
haha
coz i've decided that since i'm long-winded, they would be really long stories....
and i'm not up to writing long stories now...

best of luck to everyone having exams soon....and everyone going into degree courses

Am I always there for my friends?

2009-03-30T09:12:00.001+08:00

I met up with my best friends.
The three of us sat and talked for two and a half hours.

For a person who has been emotionally detached from people around her for quite a while, it was great to talk to friends again.

Yeah, I’ve been locked in my own selfish world lately, with just me and my Korean idols in it. Sometimes, when I see people I know, I feel like running. I just don’t feel like saying hi to them.

Perhaps it is because none of the friends I see every day can really see me as I am.
So it was really great to chat with them.

But then, as we talked, I realized that there were things they know of each other, but unknown to me.
I felt left out.

It is foolish. But I have to be honest with myself. It is better to accept the feeling, than to deny it.

I hope, however, that they did not notice my disappointment, because my feelings had nothing to do with them.

I just wonder, if I am a selfish friend, too absorbed in my own world.
Am I always there for my friends?

Ps: If you really think that I would have harsh words to say about your video, think again.

PDP

2009-03-26T11:52:00.003+08:00

PDP is Peer Development Program.....
It is one of the assignments for my Psych subject....
Basically it's just doing research on a topic, write a report and present it in about 30-40 minutes...
Of course, it's a group work.
On top of that, we have to choose one group and do critique on their presentation....

Well, since I cannot do a critique on my own group, I'll just do it here.
haha....no no kidding

Actually I've just finished my presentation an hour ago.

I think I should make a mental note on what I've learnt through this experience.
Teamwork

I'm not saying that my group did badly...
We did pretty well actually...
In fact, I wanna thank my groupmates for tolerating my procrastination...
and for their effort in making this assignment work =D

It's just that we had little communication, each doing our own parts, not knowing what others were doing....
and it had to be too much burden for that one member who contacted everybody...
So I think, that we would have done better if we worked as a team.
Well, I blame myself for not being initiative in communicating with my groupmates.

Nevertheless, it's ok. Because we grow as we learn from our mistakes and improve on our weaknesses.

Do I sound lame?
haha

-out-

Dilemma

2009-03-16T09:01:00.002+08:00

I feel like a kid, afraid of getting caught lying.

Should I tell the truth, and face the punishment; or should I create a bigger lie, and get a chance to get away with it?

I suppose that facing the problem is the only way to solve it, but me being me, I go around it.

28/30

2009-03-15T01:22:00.002+08:00

I'm not sure if I should be blogging about this.
Because I would sound as if I were boasting, or perhaps even showing off.
Well, I'd tell you that is not what I mean, but this is what really happened.

I had my macro quiz this morning [ok yesterday morning coz it's past midnight]
and if you've read my previous post, you'd know that I was drooling over SuJu and not studying.
and so I only spent an hour or two before the quiz to cram everything about AD-AS into my brain....

First, you have to know that we use some computer software to do our quiz...
and our marks will be shown once we click End.

I didn't expect to score high....
so I myself was stunned by my score
28/30

great.....now all my classmates are gonna kill me

Blame it all on Super Junior!!!

2009-03-15T00:46:00.002+08:00

E.L.F.s all over the world are going crazy!!!

alright...I don't necessarily call myself an E.L.F., but I am definitely a SuJu fan.

Super Junior has finally made their comeback this week.
First, they released the digital single 'Sorry Sorry' on monday....
[and then I went crazy]
and then they released the album 'Sorry Sorry' on thursday....
[and then I went crazier]
and then they performed on Music Bank and released the mv for 'Sorry Sorry' on Friday night...
[and then I don't care anymore]

omg....I don't even sound coherent!!!
I'll tell u why I went crazy.
The song is definitely addictive!!!!

and I'll tell u why I went crazier.
The album is, surprisingly, rather good, and worth buying!!!!!

and I'll tell u why I don't care anymore.
I kept waiting.....waiting.....waiting.....and waiting for the mv to come out.....
kept googling 'super junior sorry sorry mv'.....but nothing came out....
kept doing that for 2 days I tell u......2 days
n when it's finally out....I wasn't even online.....wth

and I'll tell u how crazy I can be.
I was gonna have a macro quiz the next morning, but I didn't study, instead I went and analyze the mv.....
crazy hor......

aiyo...Super Junior is damn distracting!!!!
I couldn't concentrate in class......and I couldn't focus for the whole week!!!!
yes....Blame it all on them!!!
and no Super Junior...u should not be singing Sorry Sorry....u should be saying Sorry Sorry to us fans!!!!

But I love u none the less!!! =P

I AM SICK

2009-03-12T01:39:00.003+08:00

Mr Alex was right.

I AM SICK.

I'm sick and tired of ppl telling me I'm very 'geng', just because of my results.
I'm sick and tired of ppl asking me tons of questions, just because they think I am better than them.
I'm sick and tired of ppl calling me smart, just because I know my own way of studying.
I'm sick and tired of ppl giving me too much credit.
I'm sick and tired of ppl having too high expectations of me.
I'm sick and tired of ppl judging me.

Because they just add to the shame and guilt I feel, for not living up to my own expectations.

I am sick and tired of myself, always criticizing me, but not doing anything to make me a better person.

I am sick and tired of myself, for judging me so harshly.

I was sick?? o.0

2009-03-12T01:04:00.003+08:00

Tuesday was the due date for my stats assignment.

Unfortunately, I hadn't even started writing my real assignment till midnight. I had my answers, but I just hadn't pen it down.

So, I spent my whole sleeping time completing my assignment.

And that explains why I dozed off in macro class.

But here's the funny thing......

My lecturer, Mr Alex, was very considerate.
[In fact, I would say that he was very cute XP]

He said I was SICK.
[Goodness....he even made an excuse for me!!!!!]

Now, come to think of it....was he trying to make me feel GUILTY???

Well then, if that was the case, he damn well succeeded!!!

Times when I hate Jonathan

2009-03-11T15:48:00.004+08:00

Don't get me wrong, Jon is my best friend, but sometimes I just feel like kicking his...... I mean, hitting him =P

Examples of times when I hate Jon.....

When he does not study, but gets good/at least average results.
[Especially when he only "flipped through" the textbook and yet remembers what he read ><]

When he knows what's right, but does the opposite.
[Classic example: his English essay. His English Grammar is good, but during exams, he can't even bother to write grammatically correct sentences......=.= all silly mistakes!!!]

When he knows what's best, but doubts himself.
[He's so smart he can figure out a lot of things by himself, but at times he just thinks too much....I don't mind that he turns to me for advice, I just wish that he wouldn't doubt himself so much......]

When he's being a smart ass. Damn annoying....
[Alright! Alright! I have no right to say that because I admit to be a smart ass myself....my sister would be the 1st to agree to that......but I'm not talking about me here XP]

When he calls me out just to go jalan-jalan....SAKIT KAKI....
uh huh.....this is where I'm getting at....
Last Saturday, he sent me an sms asking whether I was busy lately...
then said that he wanted to go somewhere public just to walk....
[just to comment on this: u don get a girl to go out with u just to WALK....we SHOP]
anyway, we decided to go to KLCC and Central Market the next day....

tried calling our useless friend Ken to go with us.....
but useless Ken never picked up his phone.....and didn't even bother to reply our sms =.=

so, we lied to our parents.....
Jon told his mom that he was going to KLCC with mt and 'a few others.....'
I told my parents that I was going to KLCC with my old 'friends'.....
yes, I knew you would ask "WHY?"
Because the parents would misunderstand and think that we were dating or something like that.....=.=
well, we don't blame them....because even some of our juniors did think that we were together
=.="

and so, we went to Suria KLCC....and walked the garden....
one big round......
[for goodness sake, he even suggested walking another round....summore almost noon dy...]
then went up to Kinokuniya.....had lunch at KFC [my treat coz i was late..missed 2 trains]
then went to Central Market....
circled the whole place.....[i think Central Market is not as interesting as it used to be dy... ]
and he ended up buying 2 noisy little wooden frogs.....to irritate ppl

By the time we were going home, my FEET were already SORE....
especially my toes =.=

so my dear friend,
the next time you're on your mood swings again....
don't go jalan-jalan lah.....

13eyond your imagination??

2009-03-05T14:36:00.006+08:00

oh....haven't blogged for days dy....

shall I just blog about something that makes me happy???

TVXQ was guest on SMAP's show!!!!!!
wheeeee~~~~

haha....it's actually not much to celebrate about...
but they were so funny on that show!
way to go man!

plus they performed 'Purple Line' and 'Doushite...[aiya the title of the song so long that i can't remember]' together with SMAP
erm...it was my 1st time seeing SMAP sing... o.0
and erm...TVXQ was better.... XP
haha...ok...I'm biased
on the whole it was a good performance
but maybe they slowed the tempo so that SMAP could catch up?? hehe...SMAP can sing though
I know that Takuya Kimura is one of them but this is the 1st time I've seen all SMAP members together....
turns out I've seen most of them before in dramas but I just didn't know =P

oh and TVXQ's gonna be on Music Station!!!! Finally!!!!
am so gonna watch it...
not just because they're gonna be on, but because BoA and Arashi would be on too!!!
haha

However, the most anticipated thing now is Super Junior's up and coming 3rd album!!!!!
title song 'Sorry Sorry' is gonna be released on 12th March....
which is next week......[wheeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!]
what a lame title for a song.....
why would you wanna say 'sorry' while you're dancing to a supposed-to-be-cool song and awesome choreography???
BUT...I'll listen to the song 1st before I give any further comments...
yes, I'm afraid that they won't turn out as good as I hope they would...
BUT........Super Junior has never let us fans down =D
[i hope....]

A few official photos are out...
am satisfied with their new 'image'...
only thing I'm not satisfied with is this:

i think it's a nice photo....
BUT...DO U SEE 13 GUYS THERE???
NO???
then take a look at the number 3....
now do u see the hat below it???
YES!!! that is KANGIN!!!
just when we have them all lined up from the oldest to the youngest to take a nice nice photo.......=.=
angle problem......wth

anyway...hope the new album is good ^^

I've been tagged

2009-02-11T09:52:00.009+08:00

For the 1st time, I've been tagged!
haha.....am not sure how to do this....but I'd like to try....

Rules: Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real, nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy / girl name question.

1. What is your name: Mei Thin Ng / Ng Mei Thin. Can I cheat and use both N and M? Ok fine. I'll use M.

2. A four letter word: Meat.

3. A boy's name: Michael. I actually have a friend named Micheal [different spelling only].....haha

4. A girl's name: Melissa. =P

5. An occupation: Mechanical engineer....haha....yahor.....Mechanic oso can......

6. A colour: aiyo.....this one took me long enough!!! Maroon!!!!!

7. Something you'll wear: I was thinking some branded stuff....but then can't think of any ><

8. A food: McChicken.....Maggie Goreng.....Murtabak......eh what else ah......

9. Something found in the bathroom: oh so easy.....Mirror......

10. A place: Meteora [is a beautiful place in Greece which inspired Linkin Park's album name]

11. A reason for being late: Mother's car tayar pancit!

12. Something you'd shout: Ma de!!! [omg so rude] ....or if you like something english.....Man!!! ....or something typical.....Mom!!!

13. A movie title: Madagascar

14. Something you drink: Milo

15. A musical group: man....this is where I envy my sis cuz she can answer Linkin Park......wth.....
Maroon 5.....but i used the word Maroon........
My Chemical Romance.....or Matchbox Twenty........or Muse.......hehehehehe
thank god I thought of these people.....otherwise I'd write Metallica ><

16. An animal: Meerkat....there's one in Lion King....hehe.....go watch and you'll know

17. A street name: Merlin Street....yalah searched on the net one.....is some street in London haha.... otherwise write wat?? Jalan Merpati?? I'm sure there's one.... but Jalan Mati not sure loh

18. A type of car: erm....do you mean brand name?? oh hell, i just thought of an answer my sis could use.....Lamborghini [how cool is that?!]
Mazda......haha my answer not that bad either......or Mini Cooper =P [still, Lamborghini is cooler...=.=]

19. The title of a song: Mideoyo!!! Mirotic!!! ok fine.....that's korean, not english.....
MOVE ALONG...by the All American Rejects...[yeah...great answer]..... "Right back what is wrong...we move along..."
yes...this is where I derived the address for my blog =P

I tag my Bro.....let's see how he answers with 'W'........=P

shit...lost my phone

2009-02-07T17:11:00.002+08:00

Aiyayaya....
turns out I really dropped my phone lah....

right...my own fault....
cannot blame anybody....
so cannot say anything oso liao.....
T.T

but silently cursing the jerk who picked up my phone

urgh....mourning my K550i

Where's my phone???

2009-02-07T10:10:00.003+08:00

Just had my stats quiz....

Before the quiz I realized that I'd left my phone somewhere...
At first I thought I left it in the car, so I borrowed my friend's phone and called my mother to check if it's there...
She said no.
And then I thought about it again...
Hmm....maybe I left it on the dining table.....
Or...did I drop it when I got out of the car???
I don't think so leh....cuz I'd feel it if I'd dropped it....
So it's most probably on the dining table....
Aiyo....how forgetful!!! (x.x)

Haha...yesterday played cards at Mel's house...
won 10 bucks from Keng Fai =p
Raymond and Shu Hua going to Melbourne in 10....no....9 days' time.....
oh well....I'm sure soon there'll be more friends leaving to study abroad....
Just don't go without seeing me first....
Haha

albums, songs....and a drama....

2009-02-06T14:35:00.005+08:00

I've thought of blogging about many things...
but I've never got to do it....
so.....why not write it all down at once???
hehe ^^

ok...I'll start with some happy ones....
I bought DBSK's Mirotic album!!!
we went to Rock Corner at The Curve...
wanted to know if the words inside the album were korean...so I asked the sales person to open it...and then she asked her colleague to play it...
haha.....their sound system rocks!!!
damn syok listening to Mirotic in the shop....
by the way...it's version C...
yalah yalah...I dunno why they wanna release so many versions...
I juz choose one and buy...

speaking of albums....my sis ordered DBSK's T Concert DVD online....
plus Super Junior Super Show.....
but Super Show no more stock!!!
isk... sometimes I'd wish they don't have so many fans...
I want that DVD!!!
speaking of which....is Super Show still on in Malaysia???
I wanna go!!
but when?????????

and still speaking of albums....I realized that I got my All The Right Reasons at a really good price!!!
bought it last holiday
it's the special edition....so it's imported...
saw it somewhere where it's sold at rm93.... but I bought it at less than rm65...
wahahahaha

oh....and dunno whether Nickelback's new album Dark House is good or not...
but I like their single Gotta Be Somebody

and....I recently downloaded some songs of 陈奕迅...
have always liked a few of his songs...such as 最佳损友，富士山下，夕阳无限好...
haha....I have these songs....but just downloaded a few more like 浮夸，十面埋伏，Lonely Christmas, Shall We Talk....
I'm sure there are more songs that I'd like...but he has so many....
so.....anybody wanna recommend???

right...I seem to be blogging a lot about music....
aiya....don't care.....just one more......
this time it's Big Bang's.......youngest member Seungri
bear in mind that this guy is 19 years old....
recently released a single called Strong Baby...
I think the song is much too 'sexual'.....
for god's sake...he's exactly my age!!
too much of a Maroon 5 fan perhaps????

and has anyone heard of the Korean version of Meteor Garden 流星花园???
it's called Boys Over Flowers/Boys Before Flowers....
it's currently airing in Korea....
haha....I was curious and watched the first episode....
it seems to be quite intriguing/interesting/promising.....
it's said that the whole drama has 24 episodes...but it's currently aired till episode 10....
aiyo.....means it'll only end in late March....
best not watch anymore....I'll wait till end of semester...

right...that's all for now

nth lah....simply write.....

2009-02-03T09:52:00.003+08:00

aiya...long time nvr update blog....

erm...life is like that loh....
as usual....get scolded every day.....
so i feel bad every day.....

getting moody like Jon lah....
haha

omg....i oni juz found out tht he's the head of 6th form council....
WHAT THE........

=.=

Understanding

2009-01-09T17:29:00.003+08:00

You asked,
How is it that i understand so much about you

I couldn't come up with a good answer,
and so I said,
It comes naturally

You didn't buy any of it....
and you're still seeking for an answer....

You were right
It's definitely not time...
That is why I didn't say it's because I've known you for years....
So, what is it?

Perhaps it is the time that we have spent together
the things we have experienced together
the thoughts, feelings, knowledge, even gossips that we have shared
The things which made us such close friends

Perhaps it is because we are so close....
that I understand how your mind works
and can easily pick up your various expressions
your different moods
your every thought

Perhaps it is simply because we think alike

I can think of a dozen more reasons
But it doesn't matter
Because they are not the answers that you're looking for....

The question that you really wanted to ask was,
"How do I make him understand me?"

I cannot answer you that, but I will tell you this....
Don't push it
I have once tried to make someone understand me
But in the end, I gave up
Because I learnt that we can never MAKE others understand us
Or rather, some people just won't understand.....

So, don't get too disappointed
Just be content with the friendship and love that you have
Then, you will be happier

Love you always, MT

New Semester....also the last one....

2009-01-08T12:33:00.007+08:00

Bro asked me how my new sem is.....
i said i'm starting to 'get a hang of it'....
well, i don't think that's how i should use the expression.......
since i'm in my last sem already....

but yeah....
i'm starting to get into the mood of having to deal with classes, assignments and exams....
be it tedious, challenging, confusing, difficult, interesting.....
bring it on....
that is the right kind of attitude, right?
afterall, i'll have to go through them anyway.....

i'm taking Statistics, Macroeconomics and Psychology for Personal Development....
this time around, it's easy to get familiar with the classes...
since all 3 lecturers have taught me in the previous semesters.....
i know their style and what i like about them, but i also know what i don't like about them....
hmm, i'm not sure if that's a good thing........ o.o

oh, and i shall tell you my results for last semester.....
Critical Thinking Skills-------------Credit
Advanced English-------------------Distinction
Microeconomics---------------------Distinction
Principles of Accounting-----------High Distinction
Moral Studies------------------------C

ah, well....
it is pretty much what i predicted it to be.....
though i was hoping to get HD for Micro.....
it's just a tiny regret that i didn't put more effort into understanding market structures then....
but bear in mind that the finals was not easy at all....=.=

as for CTS, i know that it's quite impossible for me to get a distinction.....
but still, now i have a Credit in my overall results.....
tak cantik lah....everything else is Distinction & High Distinction... T_T

well, no more Credits.....
this time around, i'm going to get at least Distinctions for all 3 subjects....
just wait and see.....

i'm still dreaming...

2009-01-07T09:15:00.002+08:00

it's my 2nd day in college
but me still blur blur leh.......

haiz....tht's why sometimes i hate holidays....
i'm still caught in between holidays n school!

feel like banging my head on the wall or sth like tht to wake myself up......
=.=

i've got lots of stuff to blog about....
but i don think i'm in the mood.....
well, be back later
annyeong

SuperStar Libra

2008-12-23T21:40:00.003+08:00

i juz went on a Star Cruise with my family...
the ship's name is SuperStar Libra...
n we sailed from Port Klang to Penang to Singapore then back to Port Klang

i was told that the Star Cruises are all sold!!
my dad says it's because they're making losses..not profits...
so no more Star Cruises in the future......
phew~ lucky we caught it on it's last voyage then....

the best thing on the cruise was that we could eat as much as we want!!!
hehe
fyi.....my family's got a very BIG APPETITE...
we got to have 6 meals each day
breakfast, morning tea, lunch, afternoon tea, dinner & supper...
n we could choose between buffet, chinese or western restaurant...
the food was not bad actually...^^

oh...n i'd bet none of u 18-year-olds out there have been in a casino before!
ok....there are....but not Malaysians
cuz under the Malaysian law only ppl above 21 can enter a casino...
but since the casino in the ship was on international waters, i could get in!
aiya...it's no big deal lah....but i watched my dad n his fren play poker...
haha

the only disappointment was when we docked at Singapore...
we were supposed to dock at Sentosa Island at 4 pm...
but due to port congestion a.k.a. TRAFFIC JAM IN THE SEA...
we only got off the ship at around 6 pm...
n we were supposed to go back at 7.30 pm.....
to make it worse.... we had to go through the customs first!
so we only got to check out the offshore shopping malls for 1 hour!!
ceh....tak syok

oh...n the weird thing is....
though we ate n ate n ate....
none of us got heavier....
hahahaha

Holidays

2008-12-17T21:30:00.003+08:00

update update before ppl start to think tht i stopped blogging...
haha

rite...it's holidays!!!
yeah...everybody's on holidays huh....

so...this is wat i've been doing/have done lately:

get a new IC
cut my hair short
go to karaoke with sis n cousin
go to A Famosa with college friends and find the place boring but learn more about 'Cho Dai Di'.... haha
bang onto some motor's butt while driving my sis' car and so have my very first car accident [i assure u it's nth serious....surprisingly oni my sis' car got 'hurt'....which means i am DAMN LUCKY.... n the accident was my fault really ><]
watch dramas online [finished watching Hana Kimi....hehe....very interesting drama by the way....and 5 episodes of Worlds Within....starring Hyun Bin and Song HyeGyo]
sleep till really late at noon and upset my parents [aiya...no surprise loh]

anyway....tht's all for now
enjoy ur holidays ppl =P

I want that HD

2008-12-01T21:26:00.004+08:00

i had Accounting finals today.

i think i did ok.....
but i'm having doubts about whether or not i can get that HD ><

erm, if i had had a good night's sleep yesterday, i would have done better......
trouble is i didn't....
haha....
tried to pull off studying overnight then go straight to the exam.....
like what i did during SPM.... =P

aiya..... it must be lack of 'practice' lah....
cuz i didn't really succeed in doing good during the exam.....
haha

mainly because my brain was working slower than it should lah....
so i had to think twice about my answers....
and didn't have much time to check my answers....

summore i doubted my own answers.....
when most of them were right already!!! ><
haha.......

so for the last question....
Bank Reconciliation.....
[hooiyo....Ms. Eileen is really not bad eh.....trick us in our finals!!!]
i dunno whether i messed up the accounts or the figures.....
aiya... truth is i messed it up lah.....
but i really dunno how messed up it is... =.=
hopefully not too much lah.....
i wanna get HD!!!!!!

High Distinction? Distinction? Credit? or a mere Pass?

2008-11-29T16:46:00.002+08:00

i just finished Advanced English & Critical Thinking Skills final exams!
phew~~
it was kinda stressful.....

truth be told, i am quite confident with my English...
i need about 37.75 marks to get HD!!!!
out of 40 marks leh.....
that's quite impossible =.=
so forget about HD...
i'm aiming to get Distinction!!
erm.....27.75 marks shouldn't be too difficult for me =)

now CTS on the other hand........
it's like....
well, if u don't take the subject, u won't know what im talking about....
i dunno how i did just now....
what i know is that most people have no clue either.....
hahaha

i just did what i could and hope that it's the best lah....
but i need 30/40 to get a Distinction for this subject.....
well, it's hard to say.......=.=

so, we'll see what happens....
one month from now....

finished presentations! but EXAMS START!!

2008-11-27T13:40:00.002+08:00

phew~~
having 2 presentations in a row can be SO STRESSFUL...

i dunno how i managed to get through it....
but i did....hehe

okie....
our CTS presentation...
well, overall it was ok....
but my fren was practically reading from his notes when he talked about the pros & cons of circumcision...
n he talked MUCH TOO LONG....
[i wish he heard wat my eng lecturer said about students' presentations juz now....she said tht u're supposed to talk to the audience....not repeating informations....HOW TRUE]
when it was my turn to talk, Ms Winnie hinted me to be brief n talk fast.....
fortunately i knew my stuff....
n it juz came rolling out of my mouth....

then for Microeconomics....
ahah.....tht's an entirely different story......
i didn't manage to produce a script for my presentation......
n so had no preparations whatsoever ><
but luckily i did know my answer n explained it on the spot!
haha....n so i kinda made a fool out of myself earlier....
oh well.....at least it was ok lah......

it's kinda funny....
how stressed out i was over the presentations and the preparations for it....
n then it was juz over in a matter of minutes.....

the day went ok...
but i have one complaint...
we had to include a written summary for our micro presentation....
so i was to compile wat everyone wrote......maximum 500 words
but my teammate....
didnt finish his part even after midnight last night.....
so i told him to send it to me by 9 this morning....
CTS class starts at 9.30....n the next class is micro......
obviously i don hav tht much time to edit n put everything together.....
but he wrote more than 500 words!!!!!!

GOSH....U THINK IM SO GOOD I CAN SUMMARIZE EVERYTHING IN 10 MINUTES????

this guy is obviously crazy....
i don like his way of thinking, his way of doing things....
he makes me angry....
i don even know why i consider him as a fren =.=
well, lesson learnt....
I AM NEVER GOING TO WORK WITH HIM ANYMORE

anyway....end of semester.....
but exams start on Saturday.......
urgh......the schedule is much too rushed......

i need to get distinctions!!!!!

Gosh!! What is wrong with u????

2008-11-13T22:04:00.004+08:00

i've experienced so many things n gone thru so much emotions these few days tht i do not even noe where to begin...

well, to give a brief explanation...
the deadline for both Critical Thinking Skills (CTS) and Moral reports is today...13th November...
n wat the hell, we only started to write them this week....[they're group works]
so u can imagine how hectic it was trying to come up wif two, not one, minimum-3000-word reports....

the situation wasn't too bad actually...
cuz i've done enough last minute work in the past to know that i can pull it off...
at least it shouldn't be that hard...
but hell and damnation, problems arised....
all for the same reason, the human factor......

so, the scenario....
[note: im talking about the CTS project, n the topic we got is 'Circumcision'......duh]

last week, i came up with an outline for the report, and each of us took one part to focus on n then write about it.....
i honestly expected no problems, cuz everyone was supposed to do their own job n then we would then compile everything, then it's done!
uh huh.....easy to say........

hell, i should have expected problems from this member....
cuz i've worked enough times with him to know how he thinks....
he can think so much yet twist everything in his mind until he gets it all wrong.....

so, this member gathered information on the net n found that there was a lot of contradictory stuff about circumcision....
he didn't know how to organize these facts....
so he came to us....

i was very doubtful of the things he said....cuz i didn't see those facts anywhere at all....
so i kept questioning him from the very beginning.....
then he gave us his pen-drive.....n told us to c the things he'd saved inside.....
he saved lots of websites inside.....more than 10....
n he told us to read them.....cuz he didn't remember where he'd seen the facts.....
and i was SO PISSED....
it was the first time i'd ever get so angry that i swear so much...

wat....u expect us to read and analyze everything for u????
u think we don have our parts to do??????
u think that u can juz throw us ur problem n then expect us to solve it for u???????
NO WAY MAN.....

not only that, he even said this to me: "i dunno how to do, juz tell me wat to do n then i'll go home n write it...."

gosh....he sounded like we forced this on him!!
excuse me.....i noe this is a group work, but can't u juz decide on yourself????
don't u have some guts in u to do the work n then take responsibility for it????
WELL, APPARENTLY NOT

let us juz say, after some considerable expression of anger and frustration on both parties...
somehow, miraculously, we got through it......

still, i have to say that dealing with him is very tiring....
he juz wears me out n wastes a hell lot of my time.....

wait, that's not all.....
when he finally finished everything n sent the file to us yesterday......
we found that his referencing was all wrong.....
so we told him.....
n guess wat he said to me......
"i dunno how to do referencing...... i told u already mah...... ask u to teach me but u said 'next time'."

WHAT????
SO NOW U'RE BLAMING ME FOR NOT TEACHING U???
IT'S ALL MY FAULT???
U SHUD HAVE LEARNT IT URSELF!!!!!!!

it's not fair!!!
i had finished my job.....n yet i had to change all his referencing.....
not fair at all!!!!
think about it.....
i had to come home n clean up all his mess; while he can go home n sleep!!!!!

URGHHHHHHH!!!!!! JUZ GO TO HELL!!!!!!

my sister said that with this kind of attitude....this guy will have a hard time doing his degree....
n i'm not ashamed to say that my reaction to that was.....
smirk.....n say: "well, i hope he suffers..."

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aih~~
i was thinking i could hand in the assignment n be done with it.....
then can relax for the day......

but then disaster strikes again.......
we went to CTS class at 9.30......
n Ms. Winnie said: "Maximum 4000 words ah....."
GOSH.........WE HAD 6259 WORDS!!!!

n so we had to edit again......
skipped class to do that........
haha......my 1st time in Foundation.......
anyway......we managed to condense our work till 4074 words........

n then finally handed up at 1++ pm........
phew~~

doing this assignment.....
i've certainly learnt a lot....

PROCRASTINATION is killing me

2008-10-28T12:56:00.002+08:00

i procrastinate
and this damn habit is killing me!!!!

there is this english research paper [minimum 2000 words =.=] that we were supposed to submit by 11 p.m. last Sunday via elearning [crappy website..server always down]...
the assignment was given 6 weeks ago...
dammit

n u noe wat???
i oni started to write at 2.35 a.m. on the day of the deadline
wrote n wrote n wrote until 10 sth at nite...
oni pausing in between to have my meals....plus one nap after breakfast
[plus...my uncle invited us to go to Port Klang to eat seafood....tht's like an hour there and an hour back....5.30p.m. go frm my hse....got back arnd 9.00p.m......HAH....can always count on him to drop bombs like tht n gimme extra stress!!]
n finally submitted at 10.35 p.m.
haha.....of course i submitted on time!!
it's juz tht my paper got crappier towards the end lah....
n my conclusion sounded as hypocritical as ever.....

isk...
my point here is......
I NEED TO GET RID OF MY PROCRASTINATION!!!
it's seriously gonna cost me a lot.....
erm...actually i already suffered some consequences n still suffer from them....
such as i could've done better in SPM....

oh....n i must complain about this....
Marc actually started later than me...
n submitted earlier than me....
fine...tht means he can write fast.....
but guess wat he told us this morning....

after he submitted his paper....he read it....
n he thought: "IT'S GOOD!"

OMG!!....can praise himself summore...
*faint*

officially 18 (part II)

2008-10-22T00:19:00.002+08:00

okie....
turns out tht Jon oso fell asleep while smsing....
ah...typical of him....
but it shows tht we are indeed good buddies....can even fall asleep around the same time!
><
anyway...he did wish me a happy belated birthday....

now Bro, on the other hand.....
did indeed FORGOT about it.....
oni remembered it this morning.......=.=
haha....ok i admit....
i called him after he smsed me.....juz to bug him.....
but he promised to make it up to me n buy me lunch.....provided tht he's free......=.=
ceh Bro....i oso got assignments to hand up SOON.....
*stress stress stress*
><

oh n musnt forget tht alien....or shud i call him devil?
either suits him anyway....haha
yes Allen, wished me 'Happy Birthday...belated!' this evening when i passed him by at the corridor....
i said 'TOO LATE!'
=p

aiyaya....now i c how ironic it is....
my closest guy friends....Jon, Bro, Ken......all wished me oni after my birthday was over......
i shall do the same thing to them next year!!!

officially 18

2008-10-21T13:16:00.003+08:00

I noe of someone, who thinks of his birthday as juz another day....
well, now i agree wif his perspective

yesterday was my 18th birthday.
i had class from 8 till 6.30....got home around 7.30....
had dinner.....then slept
juz another normal day in college....haha

but i'm glad to say tht though nobody celebrated on my bday....
i celebrated BEFORE it....

thanks to Karen....
i had a 5 hour karaoke fun time wif my college frens last friday.
unfortunately not the whole gang was there...
Mei Yean went to Kuantan; Kelvin was sick; and Adam....
i suspect tht he was afraid he had to spend money so he wouldnt come....
haha
anyway, i wanna thank KAREN, YOKE HUN, MICHEAL, WEN XUAN, TYNG PANG and KOK CHERN....for paying for everything
hahahahahaha
kiddin lah.....THANK YOU FOR CELEBRATING WITH ME
i had a great time....^^

n then on Saturday night....
i had dinner with my family at Daorae...
yup...tht Korean restaurant next to Carrefour at Metro Prima.
had a great time too....cuz i like the food there....
haha....
but most importantly they served us seaweed soup....
a must when somebody's having her/his birthday.....
haha....yup....tht's Korean culture....

and i wanna thank everybody who wished me Happy Birthday....
Kelvin [the 1st one....but unfortunately AN HOUR B4 MY BIRTHDAY]
Chya Chyi [at 12 midnight...haha....love u]
Yoke Hun
almost forgot...my ONNI
Marc
Ee Lin
Karen
Shin Yue
Adam [wished me about 5/6 times ><]
Wen Xuan
Kher Ye
Tyng Pang
Kok Chern
Micheal
Keng Fai
Cai Yi
Ee Ling
Mei Yean
Xuan
Mel
aunt Sau Ping
Ken Vern [unfortunately he oni smsed me arnd 2am today....AFTER my bday ><]
n then ppl who wished me on Facebook...juz saw it anyway....
Patricia & Kai Jian......erm.....dunno how they noe my bday....

do forgive me if i forgot to include anybodyd else's name....but thank you....

yes...im trying to prove sth here....
Jon didn't wish me....but he did sms me....
'sis....how u?'....n i answered....'wat me how? ok la'....then he answered 'ok oni meh? haha...'
sry lah brother....i slept dy.....so nvr reply....
i noe u planned to wish me lah.......so thx......love u anyway

n then there is my Bro....
didnt wish me at all.....
which proves tht he DOES dare to forget my birthday...
maybe he did it on purpose.....
=.= ...... in tht case......i don love u.....
haha...kidding kidding

anyway....happy birthday to me.....
=P

Void(?) 0.o

2008-10-19T01:28:00.005+08:00

eish.......there's a void in my life
it juz feels empty

maybe bcoz my birthday is nearing....
a day when i shud celebrate or do sth fun wif my buddies...
damn... i truly miss u guys a lot.....
but it seems tht we are all so far apart

maybe bcoz the deadline for the submission of my english research paper is nex week
i havent even started anything
n then there's another one for critical thinking skills....
damn...i don think we could find any books about 'Circumcision'
how are we supposed to get reference?
n then there's another one for moral....
no idea wat we're gonna do either
these assignments are giving me so much stress tht im ignoring them
BAD SIGN
damn...tht's wat i did wif my Add Maths....
see how i ended up suffering......................

maybe i juz need a boyfriend to shower me wif love
somebody find me a boyfriend plz?
haha....now tht's real CRAP

maybe i need a religion
should i juz become a Buddhist? or a Christian?
way of life? or believe in God?
at least having a religion would give me a sense of direction i guess

maybe i juz need some motivation...
=.=

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have been listening to TVXQ's latest album MIROTIC for more than a few days...
non-stop
well, it's either they're too good or i love them too much
i don care...it's a good album anyway
my favourite song is CRAZY LOVE

there's another very addictive song tht i've come to like...
from Epik High
these guys nvr fail to impress me....
haha
it's called '1 Bun 1 Cho'

which reminds me....there is another song tht came after 'One'...i embedded the video in one of my previous post.....
this song is 'Oosan' [umbrella].....
great songs =D

친구

2008-10-17T01:55:00.002+08:00

Remember when we were in Standard 6, each of us would have this cute little book for everyone to write down their names n stuff [details of ourselves], so that we'll all remember each other?

but i don't have one of those though....

everybody had their own 'standards & requirements'
for instance, some would like u to describe them, some would like u to give them an advice....
all kinds of stuff

i remember a few times when i was required to 'rate' my friends.....
BEST BEST FRIEND, BEST FRIEND, GOOD GOOD FRIEND, GOOD FRIEND, FRIEND, NOT SO FRIEND.......
well, it sounded ridiculous....but i did it anyway
and to tell the truth, i really rated my friends in my head.....

to even have thought of it shows how shallow-minded i was...
haha

but if i were to rate my friends now......i wouldn't be able to do it
well how am i gonna rate these people?
who's gonna be my BEST BEST BEST FRIEND?
would it be....
Jon, the most sensible yet sentimental friend ever?
Xuan, the oldest friend ever?
Mel, the brightest friend ever?
or Bro, who dares to forget my birthday??
but of course, there are friends that i have yet to mention.......

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haiz.......i dunno whether i'm making any sense here...

i juz wanna say that all my friends mean very much to me......
especially those who grew with me.....
and those who love me as i am.....

i love u back!
haha
actually the purpose of this post is to tell u guys tht i miss u a lot!!!

Do you like cheese?

2008-10-12T23:58:00.002+08:00

i have a friend, whose name is.....
i don think he likes to be mentioned, so i'm not gonna reveal his name...
haha

i think it was last week, when i chat wif him through MSN
he asked me, out of the blue, "Do u like cheese?"
so i answered: "erm....depends on the taste of the cheese lah"
n i asked: "Y?"
then he said: "Secret Recipe?"

uh huh......
that was rather obvious
but then i said....

"oh....tht one nice....."
"i oso like chocolate indulgence"
"dunno much bout their cakes....but i like these 2"

haha....now i find that i myself was rather obvious too
hahahaha

well, my fren...
juz to let u noe....
12th of October is my brother's birthday...
n my parents bought him a 2kg Chocolate Indulgence....
i juz ate one piece 2 hours ago....
we still have more than half of it in our fridge....

but i oso wanna let u noe....
actually the cheese tht i like is New York Cheese Cake
my sis said Oreo Cheese Cake is nice oso
so u noe wat to do lah har...... =P

hahahahahahahahahahaha

alamak....muka tembok ><

Micro Quiz

2008-09-26T18:38:00.003+08:00

i had Microeconomics quiz today at 12 noon

i actually didnt study much.
yesterday, i read the 1st chapter, started the 2nd...n then went to sleep
then this morning i continued reading...
i knew tht i wouldnt be able to finish reading everything, so i decided not to read lah.....haha
juz went over some things tht i noe i dunno...went through the tutorial questions...
n then went in to take the quiz

we had to go into the computer labs for the test, cuz it had to be done with computers =.=
[i much prefer paper though.....]
the quiz consists of 30 multiple choice questions, n we were given 65 minutes.
for the first few questions, i really took my time...
[well i always need some time to get into the mode of having tests...]
but then i noticed tht Karen, who was beside me, was a lot faster than i was.
then i started to get anxious.
i kept checking my time, n i was trying to finish the questions a little faster
then i was reminded by wat Mr Alex said: '......go at ur own pace....'
so i decided to take my time....
n in the end, it paid off

i used up all my 65 minutes.
actually, i was still thinking about question no. 29 when the 'Your time is up.' window popped up.
but of course, i finished all the questions.
well, the good thing about this test is we get to see our marks rite after we end the test.
so then my marks appeared.
28/30 (93%)

gosh!! wat a shocker!!
Karen n Tyng Pang [who was beside her] were shocked as well...
by the way they did well too ...both got 24/30
so we had this BIG reaction...
tht guy beside Tyng Pang was like....wat? wat? wat juz happened?
even Allen, who was behind us, looked up to see wat was up...
im sure he saw my marks...cuz he gave me thumbs up as i was walking out
haha

but the most unexpected thing about the quiz was my lecturer's expression when he saw my marks...
when we were finished, we had to raise our hands to tell Mr. Alex tht we're done.
when he came to see my marks...
he said:"Whoa!"

so does tht mean i did good??????

사랑은 뭐다?

2008-09-24T18:06:00.006+08:00

now here's a good question for the masses
haha...i derived it from the lyrics of TVXQ's latest song MIROTIC
ppl who r interested in TVXQ...u really should go watch the mv on Youtube...
though i doubt tht any fans of TVXQ who have internet access have yet to watch it
=D

rite...i noe u ppl dunno korean, well neither do i...
but the question reads: 'What is LOVE?'

no offense to ppl in love...
im sure u and ur other half r together bcoz u love each other....[damn i sound sarcastic]
but do u love somebody tht easily????

say u get to noe someone online...
u've never even met this person..
u treat this person as a fren...
n then someday this person suddenly come n tell u tht he/she loves u....

sry man...i don buy tht....
너 내가 사랑해? 뭐야......
i don think love is tht easy...
or isit???

again...tht brings me back to my question...
What is love???
anybody care to enlighten me??

DAMN they make me EAT my words

2008-09-10T11:34:00.004+08:00

haha...i've been meaning to write this for days....
since the day after my previous post i think

apparently, i have to take back my comments/initial opinion about BIG BANG & SHINee
as i have said, i didnt really like their new songs....
which are Haru Haru [Day by Day] & SanSo GaTeun Neo [You're Like Oxygen] respectively....
UNTIL I SAW THEM SING LIVE!!!!

i m now practically addicted to Haru Haru...
love TOP & G Dragon's rap....damn cool
both Tae Yang & Seung Ri have improved on their vocals...i think
n Dae Sung.......
erm.....he's same old Dae Sung i guess
haha
on the whole....they have improved on live performances....which is a great thing
they don have really really good live performance.....so i had a hard time choosing the best one.....
anyway i chose this one coz u can see Hong Ki of FT Island before Big Bang appeared hahahaha

n one more thing....i find the mv kinda funny.....especially the scenes where Dae Sung, Seung Ri & Tae Yang stood at the door watching their friends...
rite this is the mv...

and i have to say tht SHINee is pretty good......
perhaps it is even an understatement to say tht they are 'pretty good'
Jong Hyun the lead singer [ahem, who is my age] has such a powerful, pitch-perfect voice....
n the 15-year-old Tae Min is damn impressive with his dancing talent....
their live performances have been consistently good...
n this new song has an interesting choreography....
it's pretty cool how they dance with those chairs.....
the first 2 minutes is another song 'The SHINee World'...then they got one short clip showing members n names...btw they spelt Jong Hyun wrongly =.=...then it's Sanso Gateun Neo...=P

hehe....i've decided i should put those videos here......
erm.....how do u give ppl credit for their videos?

Kpop

2008-09-03T11:49:00.003+08:00

wuahaha....nth gud to write so babble about Kpop...
but first...

1st sem RESULTS :

Intermediate English Distinction
Computing Principles Distinction
Finite Mathematics High Distinction
Study Skills High Distinction

wuahahahaha....u cant expect me not to be thrilled
i achieved my target!! tht's why im pleased with myself...
but then now the problem comes....can i keep it up???

talk about Kpop....a lot of comebacks recently....
1st there's Big Bang
haha...found out tht Xuan's fren is a Big Bang fan n she listened to 'Haru Haru' every day...
Big Bang is great.....but im not crazy bout this new release 'Haru Haru'
i think it lacks sth....don ask me wat cuz i dunno haha.....juz not gud enuf i guess
well the song is obviously very Big Bang....but apparently G-Dragon hasnt outdone himself...
i assume he is the composer....since their hit songs which i like very much 'GeoJitMal [Lies]' & 'MaJiMak InSa [Last Farewell]' are his work......
and there are a lot of similarities in the style......
haha

and then there's SHINee....
pronounced 'shiny'...
well they are this yet another shot-to-fame-on-their-debut boy group of SM entertainment
yes the same company of DBSK & SUJU
they debuted in May [i think] this year with their very popular song in the form of mini-album 'Noonan Nomu Yepeo [Noona You're So Pretty]'.......which i also like =.=.........
'Noona' is how u greet sisters/girls older than u if u r a guy.....
n guess wat.....their youngest member is oni 15 [omg tht's my brother's age!!!!]
well so u can c.....HOW APPROPRIATE......the song title to capture girl fans' hearts......haha
and then recently they released their 1st album and the song called....'Love Like Oxygen'.....cant recall the korean name....
erm......this time they look cooler.....
but sry to say......the song not so cool wor.........

and then.....
there's F.T. Island!!!
their 2nd album was released a few days ago i think.....
and last night i checked out the whole album......
it's good
i think i like more than half of the songs....
man they're good! especially like HongKi's voice.....
and they're still looking good in 'SarangHooAe [After Love]' mv.....
err.....except for leader JongHoon's hairstyle.....
haha

and then DONG BANG SHIN KI's new album is expected to be released this month!!!
i think
너무 기다릴게
is tht how u say it???
anyway....cant wait!!!

Excuse me...Do u Mind???

2008-08-27T16:26:00.005+08:00

blehhhhhhhh
suddenly feel so bad for criticizing ppl behind their backs....
especially since I....who is always eager to share information i know and express my opinion......
[but no worries.....i don say wat im not supposed to....]
it makes me feel as low as those bitch tht embrace backstabbing as their career or even pleasure....god knows wat they gain from this backstabbing
*sigh*
i've always known tht there are these 'batu api' tht exist around us....
well there is bound to be......
but 'unfortunately' GOD has never let me experience the cruelty of these ppl to prepare me against another of their kind
though HE has gifted me with the good sense of avoiding conflicts with these ppl...
well maybe this good sense comes from getting bullied in kindergarden......and......my first n 2nd year in primary school......

not until recently did i have some stronger opinion about these kind of ppl....
it's not like the problem wasnt there all along.....
it's tht i juz realised tht other than a few ppl close to me....i m not the only one who feels the insincerity of ppl of those kind....

wat i feel is...
why do these ppl hav to make ppl around them uncomfortable?
and to an extent despise them?
i mean...arent they tired of it?
why cant they juz be themselves?

frankly, i expect ppl to be true to themselves...
why pretend to like me when they actually dont?
and the most important part is i don really care wat they do......
but these ppl make me feel insincere too when i interact with them....
*scowling*
well bcoz i know they are not sincere but i have no choice but to reply with the same degree of insincerity......

it's holiday...i'm living like a zombie

2008-08-10T23:39:00.002+08:00

half of my 1-month holiday is gone...
well it's typical of me not to use the time of my holidays wisely...as is the habit of a lazy bum...
haha

rite..i'll be frank..
i spend my days reading novels [yea..those 400-page-romance-novels of english lords n damsels in distress]..watching tv..n pretty much SLEEP
i finished 4 books in one week...
rite..not very impressive speed but crazy enuf for me..cuz sometimes i read until dawn n then go to sleep when i think my parents are up..
so i wake at noon or sometimes later than tht...
yes...tht's the time i wake up every day...
though sometimes it's not bcoz of reading...it could b tv...

speaking of tv my sis went n borrow {All About Eve} from my aunt n we watched the whole thing in 2 days...
20 cds..
but of course...half of the time we watch it in fast forward...cuz those are hated scenes...
ah..it's an old Korean drama from the year 2000...main actor is the famous Jang Dong Geon aka 张东健
and i still love it...it's a gud drama...haha

n tell u wat..
all those love from the novels n drama has had an effect on me ><
cuz i wonder when i'll experience it myself...
hahahahaha...
it'd be nice to finally know wat all those love songs are singing about, wouldnt it?

xxx

spent 2 nights in Genting wif classmates the week after exams..
lazy so never blogged about it...
it was a fun trip...
nth out of the ordinary except tht guys n gals share rooms...
n we played games till 4 a.m.
on the 2nd night i got to b the mafia for a record-breaking 10 times in the mafia game [wat luck!]
n i got to play snooker for the first time..
i believe tht if i hav practice i'd be a gud shot..
hehe no kidding
it was a week b4 MTV Asia Awards [held at Genting] n i saw posters everywhere n then i immediately thought of Super Junior...they won the Korean Favourite Artist award by the way...
n i so damn wished i was there a week later to catch a glimpse of them...haha
i heard they were passing out free tickets b4 the show started T_T
man..i'd die [ahem..figuratively speaking] to go c them perform live!! for free summore!!
Only 13! Fighting!

Distinction...High Distinction...

2008-07-22T16:58:00.006+08:00

WARNING: today's post no substance....

yay! juz finished exams...
sent sms to a few frens tell them call me anytime go ‘饮茶’...
mana tau Bro reply me 'wat de hell...'
SIAO...say my phone too much credit....
yala yala...i got too much credit....=.=

ah...i hope i get high distinction for finite maths & study skills...
but then SUSAH lah....if maths wanna get HD then i shud get full marks 40 for this exam...
study skills not easy oso...gotta have at least 32 marks...
anyway...exams over...y fret?
haha....but i got confidence...can score!!
*cross my fingers*

aiya...hope english n computing principles can get distinction oso...
oso not easy....english muz get more than 30, computing muz get more than 32
die lah....silap-silap hari bulan will get credit leh.....
haha...but one of my ex-classmates once told me...
'aim for the best, prepare for the worst.....'
tht means gotta hope can get high marks, but gotta b prepared to get low marks
wise words...hehe
anyway....i did my best

cut my hair a few hours ago....
took a picture of myself before tht....haha...cuz it's unlikely tht i'll b having such long hair again...well at least not in the near future...
i don hav pretty hair...summore no money do stuff like hair treatment or rebonding or whatever they do to their hair to make it look shiny n straight...haha
so it's not really nice having it too long....

by the way...anybody knows how i can watch drama online?
Japanese drama...with subs...
cuz i think the 求婚大作战 currently showing on Sundays 3pm on 8tv is pretty interesting...
but it only shows one episode per week!!!
wat a torture...
ah...the main character is played by a member of NEWS...dunno his name...
anyway...not important

안녕

stalker

2008-07-09T00:31:00.006+08:00

初中一的时候，我坐在班上的最后一排。没有半年，发觉有位同学，每隔几分钟，就会转过头来瞄我一眼。我想我不用多说，你也猜到是怎么回事了。当时我假装不知道，以为这样就可以逃过一劫。可是，还是逃不掉。他竟然在同学面前承认，他喜欢我。

从此之后， all hell broke loose.

我本来可以不把他当回事，照常生活。可是无论我去到学校的哪一个角落，他都会在附近，留意着我的一举一动。甚至我走路回家，他都会跟着。每天放学后，我都会一支箭飞回家。但他总是跟上我的脚步。所以，足足两年的时间，我每天放学，就有一种在跟他赛跑的感觉。因此我之所以走路这么快，还得谢谢他。。。

你说，他是不是一个名副其实的stalker?

庆幸的是，初中一后，我跟他不再同班。然而，上课之前学校集会，我总是感觉得到，他在隔壁班的队伍，盯着我看。而且，我若排在后面，他原本排在前面，也会想办法和别人换位，以便他看得到我。总之，他的班如果在我右边，我打死都不会往那方向看，以免看到他那惹人厌的样子。其实，这还不是最令我反胃的原因。这位同学，是个无可救药的缩头乌龟！有胆跟踪人，没胆面对人。每当我注意到他的存在，他整个人就真的会缩起来，然后马上消失在我面前。没出息。

更有一次，他趁运动会，带了相机去学校。我本来真的不知道的，但我留意到，他的相机其实是朝着我的方向在拍。或许，我自己“多心”。可是，运动会结束后，我在一间教室外面等朋友，发现他在隔壁教室的门后，偷拍我！可惜，我没证据证明。

其实，我那时已经不在乎，也放下了他对我造成的精神上的困扰。我只是生气，他那所谓的“爱”。事实上，我跟他，从来都没有讲过话。他，除了是一个陌生的同校同学之外，什么都不是。我甚至可以说，我是完全不认识他的。所以，他根本就不清楚我的为人，怎么称得上“喜欢”我？难道他认为，他这样每天观察我，就会知道我是一个怎样的人吗？真是异想天开！我想，他想象中的那个我，根本就不存在。那只不过是他自己制造的假象罢了。

没有人了解，我有许多的不忿！
我就被他这份不切实际的“爱”，缠了那么久！

后来，有人告诉我，他喜欢上另一个人。可是我仍然感觉得到，他有在观察我。这可能真的是我自己想太多，可是直觉告诉我，我没有错。

毕业时，最开心的事，就是从此以后，再也不用见到他。我知道，我没有必要讨厌这个人，可是我真的希望，我永远都不会再遇到他。

"Same Channel"

2008-06-23T12:54:00.006+08:00

Jon is the fren who understands me the most
of course i, in turn, am the fren who understands him the most..

i feel like i've known him forever, but in truth we were only classmates since form 1..
n got close in form 3..[bcoz we joined choir together??...not sure..]
tht time he started calling me 'jie'...like im his elder sis or wat...
though in truth he is a month older than me =.=
n of course in form 3, there was this gang of 6 'siao' frens..
Jon, Mel, Min, Qin, Xuan n Mt...
i especially rmb the time when we used to form a 'study group' rite b4 PMR n stayed back in school to 'study'...
haha
n then there was Kem Kepimpinan...
Jon n i talked for hours on the bus...both on the way there n back...
tht really got us closer...
then the 1st day of school in form 5, i got him to sit next to me...
since Xuan n Qin were surely going to stick together n i'd be the odd one out...haha
since then we have talked about anything n everything..
sometimes we don even have to say anything to noe wat the other is thinking...
it'd b really weird if there was a day when we don get wat each other was saying...
im serious..
haha

in form 3, he had some family problems..
after tht, he started to depend on his frens...
this is why he loves them so much...
though i muz say tht sometimes, he depends too much on us!
i personally think tht Jon cannot live without the love of his family n frens...[n dogs?]
he can never be lonely...he'll die of it...

i guess Jon trusted me, enuf to tell me the reason behind his family problems...
i still think im the only fren he told...[or am i??]
this is why im confident to say tht im a trustworthy fren...
Jon gave me tht confidence...

im grateful for his trust in me, n the friendship we have...
so i hope he will still share his troubles n burdens wif me...
wish i could hav a long chat wif him...especially since i noe tht sth happened lately... or tht sth is bound to happen...

anyway, love you Jon....
[though i hate u when u study last minute n yet can still be better than average!!]

Microsoft Excel

2008-06-19T11:52:00.002+08:00

in lab now
n man....i feel crappy

gotta hand in the excel document nex week
aiya..watever...juz gotta do some calculations n budgeting stuff based on the business proposal last time...
havent started
plan to come to college tmr to do wif frens...
but a lot of classmates have started...giving me stress
n i've juz wasted 2 hours here...
damn

summore...i thought i noe wat to do...
now i'm not sure anymore...

sigh

talk about Kpop

2008-06-14T17:03:00.005+08:00

i've never mentioned this in my blog...
but a lot of ppl noe this..
i m a HUGE FAN of DONG BANG SHIN KI & SUPER JUNIOR
yes, tht is why u c some weird language in my blog...it's korean
i've watched too many videos of them tht i noe some simple words in korean

haha..i'd bet nobody wanna noe how i became a fan
or why i became a fan..
cuz i can go on for hours if anyone is willing to listen to me babble about my idols..
there are 18 of them, for god's sake

haha, suddenly remembered tht a group of my frens, fellow fans of DBSK...
didn't like it tht i was also a fan of SuJu..
they said it's not loyal =.=
it's gud tht they r loyal towards DBSK, but it juz sounds illogical to me...
haha, these frens r juz cute

oh, n for the record, i don hav any favourite members...
i love them equally...

aiya...dunno y i started to write about this already...
but recently got addicted to 2 songs:

hoho..this is Super Junior Happy, a sub-group of Super Junior [don ask]
it's juz a cute song....
cant bliv they can write a song about girlfriend dunno how to cook....hahahahah

n this is Epik High - One
great song, the mv says it all....
they seriously remind me of Linkin Park...not in terms of the genre, but how they express their feelings n stuff via their music

oh, juz click n watch if u wan....
no worries, both videos are complete wif english subs

i'm babbling...

2008-05-28T18:14:00.004+08:00

phew~~

we juz finished our mid-term...yesterday
i screwed my computing principles paper, but others were ok...
alrite, to b honest, my maths not so gud either...it could b ok, or it could b worse...who knows

summore caught a cold the day b4 computing, worse, after tht fever...
can die loh...
so u c how my results will b...

err....one more thing....
don drive when u r sick
hooiyo....i did one dangerous thing when i was driving home monday evening....
bear in mind tht i was having a fever, n the traffic was surely busy!!
fortunately nth happened, n i think the other driver overreacted
[he was furious..but he was oso speeding..gila siao..]
let's not go into the details
im sure every driver has experiences like tht...
rite, lesson learnt...
BE CONSTANTLY ALERT ON THE ROAD

n since we have finished our mid-term, we hav a break until nex week
so today i went to sg. wang wif college frens
ya, karaoke...
[shh...don tell my parents...they dunno how the karaoke places r nowadays...might freak if they find out where i went..]
rite..nex time shud sing louder..cant even hear my own voice...
but i can blame it on my flu...haha
aih~~ how i wish i could go wif sis n grace..then we can sing watever we like...
cuz ppl normally sing chinese songs [i dunno chinese songs lah =.=]
anyhow, my voice practically turned husky after tht...
alamak, might even loose my voice if i talk too much...
mayb i shouldnt sing when im sick eih??
by the way..finally got to c the whole mv of 'This Love' by Maroon 5...
now i noe y they cut some of the parts...yup...scenes on the bed
n Adam Levine was quite natural acting the part...hahahaha

u noe teenagers like goin to places like sg. wang to hang out..lepak n stuff
n it's school holiday!
i saw this guy, most probably younger than me, dressed like a freak
if u noe wat i mean, everything black, from the freaking 'costume' to the freaking make-up...ya noe..the FREAK style
no offense, but i juz don get it, the style n everything [influenced by japan n taiwan trends i think]
n then i heard a girl passing by said: "Very handsome mah! I like this kinda style leh!"
again, no offense, but "WHAT??"
n then i realized tht she's another nutcase dressed like tht..juz a milder case of it
if u dunno wat i mean, i suggest u go to sg. wang n catch a glimpse of it, to widen ur horizon...
haha

im sure most kl folks like meself r no strangers to the 'SARDINE' phenomenon ppl hav in public transport...
school holiday summore...
n 'fortunately' for me..i got caught in the off-work crowd in the infamous KTM...to b precise, getting on the train a lil' bit after 5.00p.m.
great =.=
but then i get to c sth interesting *grins*
will get to it later, but b4 i go on, i realized one of the disadvantages of being short
i was cramped up in the KTM SARDINE, n there was this lil' girl in front of me
she was basically standing among adults, obviously taller than her
n i tot, man...isnt she suffocating down there??
somebody giv her an oxygen tank!!
but i think she was more concerned about being too close to strangers
u noe..ppl keep squeezing into the train, ppl pressing against each other...
but fortunately for her, those around her were teenage girls who were trying to make space for her n she got a tall, strong oppa[big brother] protecting her
initially she was holding on to him, then she started clutching him, n then ended up practically hugging him tightly like he's her saviour.....
n i could tell by his look tht the oppa was somewhat amused
poor thing, i think she's nvr gonna take trains anymore

but here's an incident tht shows how Malaysians DON SPEAK UP
i got on at kl central station, n when the train came to Bank Negara, there was this young malay couple behind me, i'd say they're 15 years old, who wanted to get off
so i let them pass
but they came to a halt in front of me, cuz ppl were squeezing in n they couldnt get out
the girl turned to her boyfriend n said, 'cannot go out'
then the boy went in front of her n tried opening a path for them to go out, to no avail
[personal view: he wasnt even trying]
n then they juz STOOD THERE

OMO! SESANGE! NOH BABO NI YA???????

OMG!! CANT U JUZ SHOUT N SAY:"EXCUSE ME!" ??????
i was struck dumb by their stupidity tht i myself couldnt shout out n help them
but i was screaming inside :"excuse me!!! ada orang nak keluar!!!!!!!!"
truthfully i was waiting for the boyfriend to step up n impress his girl....
but the door closed!!
n they only got off at the next station
[i'd bet she was very disappointed in him]

eh ppl...even if u don mind getting off at the next station, at least hav some consideration for others!
u shud get off n giv the space to other ppl!
GETTING ON IS HARDER THAN GETTING OFF!!!

GEURAE! YI JONGMAL BABO!!

so folks, speak up when u hav to, don juz keep quiet n let things happen
u make ur life miserable n u take ppl down wif u
it's selfish

A New Life...coming our way

2008-05-21T21:36:00.002+08:00

YEAH!!!!!!!!!

i mean...GREAT NEWS!!!!

my aunt is pregnant.....finally
they've been trying for some time lah....

im gonna have a new cousin!!!

man..this is great news...
erm..i dunno how many weeks it is now, or whether it's a boy or a girl...
but i m sure gonna love him/her...
well..it's no secret i love cute babies..
it's been so long since there's a baby in our family...hehe ^^

i wonder how grandpa would have reacted if he's still here..
but one thing's for sure...he would pamper this babe [n his daughter-in-law] to the max...

pray i'll hav a healthy n pretty cousin ^^
n pray it b SOON....
MAN...CANT WAIT

Presentations

2008-05-15T09:48:00.002+08:00

alamak...i hav 2 presentations this week...
fortunately one got marks....one got no marks...
just finished the one wif no marks...which is presenting on Gandhi for english subject

tmr got another one for computing principles...

n i havent even prepared for it....

bear in mind, this one got marks

but truthfully..i m not in the mood to summarize the proposal for presentation..

i've had it wif the proposal..don wanna c it again...

HOWEVER, i'll fail my partner if i continue like this...

erm...he's sitting beside me [now in lab by the way]...n doesnt wanna do it either..

haha...tht makes us...partner in crime...

alamak...talking crap

so, things i've learnt today during presentation:

don mumble to urself
memorize ur facts
answer ur questions quickly n wisely
most importantly, speak wif confidence, in other words, DON SAY SO MANY "ERR...ERM..."

rite...gotta improve on public speaking...

ceh...hav never been gud at it....

i wonder how i'd gone on stage to dance for kindergarden concert but felt no fear....

1st row summore =.=

Life...in college

2008-04-27T00:18:00.002+08:00

so i've graduated from secondary school
nvr gonna go back....
have now moved on to studying in college
but life is not as fun as b4....

well...back in KB...i had frens like old-pal Xuan n same-channel Jon n all other frens i love so much....not to forget funny-expression Siang =D
hehe

now tht we've gone on our separate paths.....i miss them a lot....

though i've met new frens..
i'll not b as close to new college frens as i m wif this bunch of great frens
well...tht's how i feel

the reason...i think...is bcoz as u grow...it gets harder to trust ppl...
i bliv trust is the most important element in any relationship...
if u trust each other...u hav a strong friendship
n this sort of trust do not build within a short period of time...

not having trusted old frens around made me feel a bit lonely....
n i realised how important they r to me...
love u guys......hehe =P
wan me to mention name meh...><

but at least...i get c to one of them in HELP sometimes...
so i get to b myself for a few brief moments.....
though i'd bet BRO is ever oblivious to how happy i m to c him =.=

well...it sure took me long to finish this post...
gud nite...

holiday

2008-04-26T23:06:00.003+08:00

met Shin Yue at HELP.....turns out he's doing A Level there.....
gud for u pal.......

n he told me to update blog =.=

haha....truth is.....i blog only when i have sth to let out.....

no thoughts....no blog........

it's either tht....or i've too much to say tht i decided not to think too much bout it......n so no blog......

erm.....wat to talk about today then???

ok...currently having week-long holiday......a day left

din do any homework........or preparations for presentation watsoever

bad..........

read novels......3 novels......to b exact.......

n watched taiwan drama....[ They Kiss Again ] ........
the 2nd series of the drama [It Started With a Kiss ] .........
kinda gud......better than most taiwan drama tht is........
but sth about the chemistry between the leading actors tht makes me suspect they may b together in real life.....or were together......[though i've heard they denied such scandals].......
how they fit against each other......how they kiss...........
i'm serious.......watch it urself if u don bliv me.........they kiss too well.........
erm.....but my advice is don let kids watch.......too much intimate scenes.........overload...........
haha.........

another thing is went wif KB choir this wednesday to competition......
unfortunately we're not gud enuf this yr.......
well.....it's kinda disappointing........
they could do a LOT better than tht...........
in all the 3 years i'd been in the choir.......we always went into finals........
from 3rd to 5th to 2nd.........n now we're not even in...........
i juz feel bad for the juniors.......they worked for it.........
but apparently not everyone was committed enuf.........
*sigh*
hope they do better in the future......

PHEW~~

2008-04-10T11:22:00.002+08:00

OK.....i admit.......i m computer illiterate......

haha........tht's quite irrelevant....

anyway.....my fren taught me to simply type an email address......
then click sign in automatically.......
so my account will not b displayed everytime ppl click on windows messenger......
wuahahahahaha........

still........STUPID ME......

=.=

by the way......i used 'blablabla'

ARGHHH

2008-04-10T10:44:00.002+08:00

now sitting in computer lab....half listening to computing lecturer talking about Microsoft Word....

did one stupid thing....
signed in wif windows messenger........n now if u open windows messenger wif this computer......u can sign in wif my account.....
SHIT....tht means anyone can sign in wif my account lah............

great job.......mt.......great job........

so now my question is.....how do i UNDO this thing????
man....i m so damned stupid.......

arghhhhhhhhhh

Clarification

2008-04-03T14:23:00.002+08:00

yup...here to clarify ONE thing....

if you've read the previous post.....u'll noe i said my brother is useless......

but i didnt elaborate on it so mayb ppl might misunderstand me......
not tht anybody complained to me or anything....
juz wanna make things straight b4 anybody say i hate my bro or sth...

i love my brother....
in fact i m the only one in my family who understands him better than anyone else.......
n i m am often grateful tht God has given me this brother....
his situation was the one thing tht taught me not to discriminate others.....among other things....

yes....my bro IS useless.......
but tht is bcoz he is using his disability as his excuse to not learn or do anything.....
n bcoz my mom used to let him be when he made mistakes.....
he's SLOW.......it's not his fault......he is like tht de lah.......
well....to me tht's all CRAP.....

tht's wat makes me angry sometimes......
the fact tht he is a slow learner doesnt mean tht he cant grow up.......

however......it is sad to say tht kids wif learning disabilities do not get the right kind of care and education they need....in this country......
the Sekolah Khas are useless.......those students juz go to skool n sit.......
damn useless......
n my family hav to send my bro twice a week to somewhere in PJ for tuition..........
he's considered lucky to at least hav some kind of education.....
but wat about the others whose family cannot afford tuition fees or stuff like tht??????

i felt tht i shud do sth about this..........
in anyway i can.......
so perhaps one way to start is to study psychology.....

anyway.......i noe i m not very gud at expressing myself.....so mayb u wont understand wat i wrote.........
i do not expect anybody to understand me.....
haha....but sis n cousin definitely will......

aiya...nth more to say........

-mt out-

SPM results.....n wat comes after....

2008-03-23T14:51:00.006+08:00

everyone's gotten their results......but it sure took me long to 'report' on my blog.......haha

if u're wondering.......
when i felt like blogging.....my sis was using the computer for assignments......
when nobody was using the computer.....i didnt feel like blogging.......
n once i start posting new things....i couldnt stop......
so u c i hav 3 posts today already......

so....my results.....
7 A1
3 A2
1 B3
1 B4
and A1 for GCE 'O' level english

to b more detailed......B4 is Moral
[man....how could this be????.......i noe all my nilai!!!]
apparently the examiner doesnt like my own way of interpreting the nilai-nilai and answering the questions........
RIGID.......

B3 is Chemistry.......
yea....nvr expected much wif my chemistry knowledge........
not familiar wif important chapters like carbon compounds, salts n stuff like tht......
how do u make alcohol again????
see............????????

and A2 would be Add Maths, Sejarah and Bahasa Cina
never did homework for add maths....so much so tht i think Pn. Ho probably hates me
but then i picked it up when i failed in trial exam.......
did add maths everyday.........until i conquered differentiation, integration n all those........
but i guess i panicked a little during exam....forgot how to do integration......n didnt hav enuf time......
but from less than 50 marks to A2 in a few months.......
i guess i had some improvement.......
as for Sejarah......i swallowed some notes within a few days n got a lot of facts mixed up.......
fortunately i only got 7 wrong in objective paper......by my calculation.....
n i put everything in my mind into subjective n essay regardless of wat answer they want and hope for the best......
actually praying i don get a C or worse for this subject...........
but apparently i got A2........
a miracle?? or does it juz prove the depth of the history knowledge among students??
well....as we all noe....it's hard to get an A1 for BC......
even Xuan didnt get A1......so i guess my BC is not tht bad after all.......haha

the other subjects are BM, Eng, Maths, EST, Accounts, Physics and Biology......
wait a minute......
BIOLOGY?????!!!!!!!!
god knows i never studied bio in those 2 years except b4 SPM........
i juz read thru everything in my reference book.......
didnt complete a couple of essay questions.......even labelled the vertebrae wrongly.....
n u tell me i got A1????
man......now tht's wat i call a miracle.......
n EST......don ask me how i got A1......
n don ask me how i wrote my essay.............
maybe it's juz sheer luck........or i hit the key words or sth.......
I DUNNO.......
and as for the other subjects.....i was pretty confident wif them......
though i was lazy ....i wasnt a worthless student.....
i was at least gud at sth.......

and please don say i m so 'geng' can get A1 for GCE........
i consider my english level average.........hehe
but my sis had such a different reaction from other ppl.......
"EXPECTED LAH......."
ceh.....so easy meh??????

rite.....i'm done wif my reports......

NOW.....i'm doin FOUNDATION IN ARTS at HELP university college......
hope to do Psychology after tht......
well....reason is simple.....
i wish to help kids wif learning disabilities like my 15-year-old useless brother........
i don mean he's useless because he's a SLOW LEARNER.....
he's useless because he doesnt wanna try learning new things........
n VERY VERY STUBBORN.......
[well.....takes after me i guess.....]
n always thinks he's right......
constantly get under my skin......pain in the a**.........

sry....irrelevant.....
but i wish to make a difference in these ppl's lives.......

ah.......but like a cliche i use often......
IT IS EASIER SAID THAN DONE

well.....i shall cross my fingers n hope tht i don change my mind easily........
helping ppl is the right thing to do.....the right way to live my life.......
wont u say????

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

2008-03-23T14:07:00.002+08:00

rite.....today.....23rd of March.......is an important day.......

it's my sister's birthday!!!

n my brother's birthday!!!

my sister of course is the one and only Ng Lai Thin......20 already leh.......

though bro is not really my brother.......he is my brother all the same
well....ppl call them 'pet brother' or 'pet sister'......
but tht's ridiculous......
do u keep them as a pet or sth??
u feed them everyday??
0.o
so i juz call Lee Wei Han my Bro.......haha

i tell u.......it is such a coincidence tht they hav the same birthday.........
well....it actually saves me a lot of trouble......if i remember one birthday.....i remember the other.....
[weird sentence....but watever.....]

but the negative side of this is......if i decide to give them presents........
i'd b broke already........
so as u'd have guessed........i m not giving any presents.........hahahahhaha

anyway.......juz wanna wish 2 very important ppl........HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

ps** don strangle me for putting ur real names in here.............^^

PREGNANT n MARRIED.....at 18????

2008-03-23T12:26:00.004+08:00

i'd like to express my thoughts on sth........
the day i went back to school to get my results.....i saw a girl from another class.....PREGNANT

i noe...there are a lot of young girls getting pregnant by accident n ended up getting married in their teens.......
but truth b told......i was surprised........
well...at 1st i wasnt sure wif wat i saw.......
so i said to my frens......."Tht gurl looks pregnant....."
Xuan replied tht she thought so too....
n Jon said he heard from a fren tht she got married.........
0.o
i tell u.....she's gotta b 4 or 5 months pregnant at least....
was she pregnant during SPM??????
0.o
u do the math........

married at such a young age......
as Xuan said......how is the father of the child going to support the family????
well lucky for this girl....i heard the guy's family is rich.....
but seriously....is she juz goin to b a full-time mom n not further her studies??
i don mean tht the baby ruined her future....but let's face it.....she gotta at least learn some survival skills.......
reality is....this kind of marriage is very fragile.....u noe wat i mean.....
wat if the husband doesnt want her anymore in the future???

n wat bothers me is.......
isnt it silly having sex without protection?????
didnt they think of the consequences?????
erm.....i guess ppl forget to think rationally when they r blinded by passion....no?
but come to think of it.......mayb they intended to hav a baby......
even more outrageous.....mayb they love each other so much they wanna get married tht they purposely have a child to force their parents into accepting the marriage......
*there goes my wild imagination again*
but it's possible...........no??
haha........or mayb everyone juz agreed on their marriage n they had a baby after tht.......
but i doubt it........unless i counted wrongly........rite?

on the other hand.....there is a girl my sister's age....20.....
hu is already a mother of a one-year-old boy......
she unfortunately.......didnt get married.......
this girl got pregnant when she was in lower form 6.......
then she quit school to give birth to her baby.......
both parents talked of marriage.......
but the boy's family later refused to take responsiblity of the baby n said he was not their grandson.......
so this girl didnt get married n became a single mom.......
n i hav a feeling the guy's family is goin to regret abandoning this child......
like wat we see in dramas.......
i juz hope this toddler doesnt grow up hating his father.......

well...from the looks of it......the single mother seems more unfortunate...........
but who's to say who's luckier?? n who's happier??
perhaps the young wife is not ready to hav a baby n doesnt want to take care of her child.....
mayb she doesnt love her husband whole-heartedly.......
wouldnt she suffocate in this marriage??
n though the single mom was dumped by her boyfriend....mayb she would grow stronger n tougher for her son.....
n don u think she saved a lot of trouble when she didnt get married wif the irresponsible boyfriend?

but of course...these r juz assumptions.....
i do not noe wat went down in their lives.....
so i try not to judge ppl.......
well...ppl try their best to live a better life......no use pointing ur finger at them reminding them wat mistake they had made in their past......
our choices define who we are.....n they chose to live like this......

i truly hope the young couple will b happy wif each other n their child......
n the single mother will do juz fine wif her son........
though....ppl say tht happy endings only exist in fairy-tales.........><

6H REUNION

2008-03-10T00:57:00.010+08:00

7th of March......a special day indeed...........
it's a day after Xuan's birthday....it's my beloved teacher Ms. Liew's birthday..........
not to mention......the birthday of Choi Jung Hoon [leader of one of my favourite korean group....FT Island]..........
sry......irrelevant!!!!!!!!

ok.......back to the topic......

but most importantly........i got to see a lot of my old friends from 6H(2002) of SJK (C) Lai Chee

erm....first........gotta thank Wei Jie's [pardon me forgot how to spell his name] family for holding this party for us to meet each other........THANK YOU

it felt so great seeing them again after all these years.....
we talked, joked n laughed.........
it feels like we're still classmates.........it's as though everyone never went to secondary school
haha.....since.........in my opinion.........none of us changed much......
[note: i don mean physically]

the best part was........our class teacher Ms Liew came too......
yes........it was her birthday.....
but oddly enuf.......nobody remembered to sing her a birthday song.......
i guess everyone was too busy catching up wif each other???

here's everybody......
shall i say their names????
haha.....don think tht's necessary.....
but in case u're guessing who the teacher is......she's the long-haired woman seated between those 2 guys there.......
OMG......SHE COULD EASILY BECOME ONE OF US.........
haha......if i'm not mistaken her youngest is already in standard 1.......still........she looks so young
the guy in orange at the left of the photo is not one of us......he's the host's fren.......
n Wei Soong n Ying Jun left early........so there's 22 of us........half a class.....

from left: XiaoSian, YitYing, ChyaChyi n ME

n we were the best of frens.......
[STILL ARE.......]
n here's an interesting fact......
we found tht we have sth in common back in primary school.....
our birthdates are 6/3, 16/8, 20/10, 24/12.........
MONTH x 2 = DAY
it's kinda silly n childish......but i choose to think tht it means we were destined to b friends.......^^
oh..........n the 3 of them are planning to pursue careers in designing.....
too bad i dont share their passion to make the group complete.....
hehe.......sry gurls.......

of course....there has to b a story behind this photo.........

y would i take a photo with CHEW YI YANG?????????????
alrite....i'm kidding........i'd take photo wif any of my old frens..........
but there IS a story behind this photo.....

so....the story goes............
everybody was happily chatting around the table.......then Yi Yang here suddenly decided tht he had to make sth clear.........
there was once.....ages ago.......he sang a song to me.......
n one of his frens said he 'LIKE' me
but the truth is........he didn't........'LIKE' me tht is.........
n of course......he gotta take a picture wif me afterwards..........so there.......

i'm thinking some of u might b curious.......so here's my side of the story.......
Yi Yang....being a bully as he was........made me cry once............
tht day....for wat reason i dunno......he was sitting behind me.......
n for wat reason i do not know........he threw a steel ruler......
n damn him....the sharp end hit me in the back.........
it was so painful it made me shed a few tears............
so out of guilt he did sth to make me smile again.......
he sang "BAO BEI BAO BEI BU YAO KU" [baby baby plz don cry]
OMG IT WAS SO HILLARIOUS I HAD TO LAUGH!!!!!!!

i don remember anything about any of his frens laughing about this.....
n i believe nobody ever made a big deal out of the incident.....
but he brought it up himself!!!!!!!
n i gotta say...........it makes this even more hillarious...........hahahaha

n this is dear old bro........
finally........i get a chance to take a picture wif him........
but as u can c........he doesnt even bother to give a big bright smile........
ya i memang tak syok.........
for the excuse he gave was...........he smiled so much his mouth hurts......
oh man......wat kind of excuse is tht????????
i feel like whacking him.........
but come to think of it..........he must b a person who seldom smile or laugh aloud
otherwise his mouth wouldnt hurt from a little smiling.........
so BRO......SMILE MORE,WOULD YA???

i'm afraid if i continue writing....somebody would b bored to death.......
i apologize for the lack of flow,coherence,substance,vivid descriptions n intelligent vocabs....etc tht makes a gud essay.......
for it has been a long time since i hav produced sth gud n i have lost the inspiration to write in the way tht would make William proud........

haha.....i guess i'll juz hav to update my blog more frequently as practice then.......

oh....almost forgot........
HOPE TO SEE ALL OF YOU AGAIN SOOOOOOOOOOOON...................

no-title-post.....

2008-03-08T01:30:00.004+08:00

this will b a very short post.....

WHY???

cuz i havent updated this blog for so long tht i myself m tired of seeing the post about Heath Ledger's death everytime i open this blog......

ok ok.....GUILTY of being LAZY.......

my apologies.........to everyone especially Shin Yue [he's the one who mentioned i havent update this blog for a long time]

the truth b told......i didnt realise tht ppl actually read my blog......

haha

here's a photo of me wif my sis n bro for all to see........hahaha

oh....plz don say i look older than my sis.......><

Heath Ledger.....DEAD???!!!

2008-01-24T12:01:00.001+08:00

So...the story goes like this....

I'm not a morning person.....[ahem]......
i mean.....i sleep till noon these days.........
but i had to get up at 10 today coz there are some cracks on the walls in my house.....n some renovation guys r here to patch up my wall........
which means......I CANNOT SLEEP..........

i came down to the kitchen n saw dear old sis having WanTan Mee.....while reading the newspaper....
mom doesnt buy breakfast for me......unless i told her to....
so i decided to make myself an egg sandwich......

n then sis dropped the bomb.......
"HEATH LEDGER IS DEAD........"
[summore said it so casually...]

so i was like......."huh???"
i mean............"WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"how'd he die???"
"dunno yet....most likely an overdose of sleeping pills......."

man....wat a shock.............

btw...this is the guy....if u dunno who he is.......

well-known for his role in BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN as one of the gay cowboys......
erm...i actually watched this movie....but then i never quite get the story......
n i gotta give Heath Ledger n what's-his-name-i-forgot for actually kissing n rolling on the grass n 'tussling' in the tent..........................................
sorry.....too much information??????
but u get the picture....hahahaha

relax ppl...the pirated cd was kinda bad n the scene was all dark so i din c anything 'educating'

back to the main point....
he's a pretty gud actor....as far as i can tell.......=.=
we were expecting his performance as the Joker in the upcoming Batman movie......
erm.....luckily they finished filming so we can at least watch his last movie.....

but then wat i can say is.....too bad for the Hollywood industry........
he was....one of the few gud ones......
28 years old......*shaking head*............n i pity his 2-year-old girl..........*shaking head*
too bad indeed..................

Wushu COMMERCIALIZED?!

2008-01-14T18:13:00.000+08:00

As we all noe....our school started using the DEMERIT system starting this year......
THANK GOD I GRADUATED......

BUT........UNFORTUNATELY.......
this new system still managed to affect me despite the fact tht i m no longer a student there..........

every student is required to take part in one UNIFORM BODY.....
n from this year on.....they r required to WEAR THEIR UNIFORM TO SCHOOL every wednesday
it is clearly a strategy to force everyone into taking part in uniform bodies.....coz in the past.....lots of students did not do tht......
n....if u do not attend the meetings or activities.....2 marks will b taken from u for each activity.....[btw....each student has 100 marks at the beginning of the year....]

so....how does this affect me?????

Our Wushu Club is one of the uniform bodies in our school....
n since students only have 8 bodies to choose from.......
St. John, Scouts, Cadets, Tae Kwon Do, School Band, etc........
considering the costs of the uniforms......
n the comfort of wearing them while studying in class........

988!!!!!! students decided to register as Wushu member

WHY???

because our 'uniform' is only a T-shirt!!!!!!
n it's cheap!!!!!

Due to the LARGE number of members.....the AJKs had to call us ex-seniors to go back n help out.......
we would gladly help of course.......
but this just isnt the way......

how many members are truly interested in learning Wushu????
how many of them actually gives a damn about Wushu????
how are the AJKs supposed to handle this situation????
how are we to help coach so many ppl at once????

Where were the days
when we used to be serious about wat we learn......
when we used to have fun together......
when we used to be close to each other......
when we used to practise real hard n feel pain in every part of our body the nex morning we wake up......

thanks to this new system.....new members will never experience wat fun we had in this club.......
it is.........such a pity..........

The Star Education Fair 2008

2008-01-14T17:42:00.000+08:00

The Star Education Fair 2008....held at Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre last saturday n sunday....11am to 7pm.....

i went on sunday.........

initially i just asked Jon to go with me....we were discussing about wat time to meet.....
then he asked me if i wanna follow Weng Hoong's time....10am.....
"so Weng Hoong is going??"
"dunno wor....ah Kah said one...."
"so ah Kah is going too??"
"ya gua......"

eventually we decided to meet at Kepong KTM station at 10am....
i only realised tht there were 10 of us goin together when i got to the station....
so there were Jonathan, Kah Ooi, Siang Xian, Jiun Shyan, Weng Hoong, Hui Qin, Jian Yeow......Kin Yung n Wilson from another class plus me.....

the place was real BIG......too many booths to see.....too many colleges......too many brochures.....too many things to ask......
but i seriously didnt noe wat information i wanted to get......
so i just accompanied my frens n listened to them ask about the courses they r interested in....

we walked through the whole place n only got back around 6........
damn tired.......

but at the end of the day......i got to c a lot of things n hear lots of things.......
i'll consider this an experience in increasing my knowledge.........haha
n it was great to c my frens again after so long..........

EXCUSE!!!

2008-01-14T17:33:00.000+08:00

i read my post over...n i forgot one thing i must let out....

my mom called the Kepong Driving Institute last saturday morning to change the instructor....

n guess wat's the excuse the 'lou pan liong' gave......

she said the UNCLE's CANTONESE IS NOT GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE HELL IT IS!!!!!!

IF HE'S NOT GUD AT THE DIALECT, THEN HOW COME HE COULD SCOLD ME OH SO FLUENTLY IN CANTONESE?????????????

EXCUSE!!!!!!!!!!

Instructor changed

2008-01-14T16:50:00.000+08:00

YAY!!!!!!!!!!

should i b cheering like tht????

i dunno.....

about one o clock my new instructor called to ask me wat time i can learn driving.....

i said anytime lah....then he said 1-3pm this friday.....

he did say his name.......but unfortunately......i m not gud at listening to ppl talking on the phone.....i guess his name is ah keong or ah cheong........or sth............cant remember clearly......

anyway.....he sounds ok.......
n i'd bet he's better than the UNCLE!!

GLAD i wont b seeing him again........
but i hav to admit.....Weng Hoong is damn tough to b able to endure his insults for another lesson!!!!
he added another post about his lesson....this time with examples of the UNCLE's insults.....
read the last sentence of my previous post to go to his blog....

damn...i m promoting his blog again.............><

but...i think he got inspired by my style of writing.....compare the posts about driving lesson...mine n 2 of his...then mayb u'll noe wat i mean.....
i dont care if u say i m thick-skinned....haha =P

terrible start

2008-01-11T15:20:00.000+08:00

Today...i met a DEVIL from HELL....

man...i dont even noe where to start.....

the story goes...1-3 pm.....first driving lesson....
about 1pm...i walked into the shop/office of Kepong Driving Institute....
told the 'lou pan liong' it's my first lesson....said my instructor is Mr Yong...then one UNCLE stood up.....
"what's ur name??"
"Ng Mei Thin...."
"ting ah? tin?"
[WATEVER]
"RM 200".......then pointed me to the counter......
and then i knew......
"OH BOY....THIS UNCLE WONT BE EASY ON ME....."

he drove me to the housing area in Menjalara....
started asking me questions about laws on the road n stuff like tht u shud hav known from attentding kursus....
but truthfully....who on earth would actually listen to the kursus??????????
yea...i actually would....
BUT.....the institute had an unorganized working system....they got us LATE.....
i only got to listen to HALF of the kursus......
AND U DARE SCOLD ME FOR NOT LISTENING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well....even if i noe wat u r asking....i wouldnt noe wat kind of answer u want......
example....'What is the use of the steering???'
how would u answer?
to control ur wheels? to turn left or right?
these make sense rite..............
BUT....the correct answer is..........

WHEN U WANT TO GO LEFT...TURN LEFT.....
WHEN U WANT TO GO RIGHT...TURN RIGHT.....

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wat the hell........

in a nutshell...the UNCLE scolded me for not knowing anything about driving.....
threw harsh words at me....kept telling me stuff as if i m one human with no brains......
kept going..."U UNDERSTAND?????"........acting like he knows everything......

so HEY UNCLE!! It is not a CRIME for not knowing....which is why i m LEARNING in the first place!!

i almost burst into tears listening to him.....
MAN...WAT A TERRIBLE PERSON....

but i told myself this is an experience tht can build my character....
there are many more ppl like this who would torment u to the maximum for no reasons at all...
so i shall bear with him......

LIFE IS NOT EASY AT ALL.......IS IT?????

*ps* Mr. Lee Weng Hoong has the same experience....u could check out his blog at www.qtwhlee.blogspot.com...........